FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72  
73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   >>   >|  
allow anything and everything to interfere with you. Anybody's affairs seem more to you than your own." Victor shook his head. "That isn't the reason," he said. "I wish it were, or anything half so good. No; the truth is that I get ashamed of the cursed work of trying to interest people in my affairs who don't want to take any interest in them. I am a restless sort of person and must be doing something, and my own business is now in that awful stage when there is nothing practical or active to be done with it. I find it easier to get up an appearance of prodigious activity about some other person's affairs. And then, Miss Grey, I don't mind confessing that I am rather sensitive and morbid--egotistic, I suppose--and if any one looks coldly on me when I endeavor to interest him in my own affairs, I take it to heart more than if it were the business of somebody else I had in hand." "But you talked at one time of appealing to the public. Why don't you do that?" "Get people to bring my case on in the House of Commons?" "Yes; why not?" "It looks like being patronized and protected and made a client of." "Well, why don't you try and get the chance of doing it yourself?" He smiled. "I still do hold to that idea--or that dream. I should like it very much if one only had a chance. But no chance seems to turn up; and one loses heart sometimes." "Oh, no," Minola said earnestly, "don't do that." "Don't do what?" He had hardly been thinking of his own words, and he seemed a little surprised at the earnestness of her tone. "Don't lose heart. Don't give way. Don't fall into the track of the commonplace, and become like every one else. Keep to your purpose, Mr. Heron, and don't be beaten out of it." "No; I haven't the least idea of that, I can assure you. Quite the contrary. But it is so hard to get a chance, or to do anything all at once. Everything moves so slowly in England. But I have a plan--we are doing something." "I am very glad. You seem to me to be doing nothing for yourself." "Do I? I can assure you I am much less Quixotic than you imagine. Now, I am so glad to hear that you still like the Parliamentary scheme, because that is the idea that I have particularly at heart; and if the idea comes to anything, there are some reasons why you should take a special interest in it." "Are there really? May I be told what they are?" "Well, the whole thing is only in prospect and uncertainty just y
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72  
73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
chance
 

interest

 
affairs
 

person

 
business
 
assure
 
people
 

purpose

 

commonplace

 

earnestly


Minola

 

thinking

 

earnestness

 

surprised

 

contrary

 

reasons

 

special

 

scheme

 

Parliamentary

 

prospect


uncertainty

 

imagine

 

Quixotic

 

beaten

 
Everything
 
slowly
 

England

 

active

 

practical

 

easier


appearance

 
prodigious
 
activity
 

restless

 

ashamed

 

reason

 

cursed

 

Victor

 

interfere

 
Commons

patronized
 
protected
 

smiled

 

client

 
suppose
 

coldly

 

endeavor

 

egotistic

 

morbid

 
confessing