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met cordially, and after a few words of greeting they proceeded to walk the deck together like old acquaintances. Though the night was fresh and sharp there was a bright moon, and they both felt reluctant to go below, where a vast crowd of passengers was assembled. The brisk exercise, the invigorating air, and a certain congeniality that each discovered in the other, soon established between them one of those confidences which are only possible in early life. Nor do I know anything better in youth than the frank readiness with which such friendships are made. It is with no spirit of calculation--it is with no counting of the cost, that we sign these contracts. We feel drawn into companionship, half by some void within ourselves, half by some quality that seems to supply that void. The tones of our own voice in our own ears assure us that we have found sympathy; for we feel that we are speaking in a way we could not speak to cold or uncongenial listeners. When Jack Bramleigh had told that he was going to take command of a small gunboat in the Mediterranean, he could not help going further, and telling with what a heavy heart he was going to assume his command. "We sailors have a hard lot of it," said he; "we come home after a cruise--all is new, brilliant, and attractive to us. Our hearts are not steeled, as are landsmen's, by daily habit. We are intoxicated by what calmer heads scarcely feel excited. We fall in love, and then, some fine day, comes an Admiralty despatch ordering us to hunt slavers off Lagos, or fish for a lost cable in Behring's Straits." "Never mind," said the other; "so long as there 's a goal to reach, so long as there's a prize to win, all can be borne. It's only when life is a shoreless ocean--when, seek where you will, no land will come in sight--when, in fact, existence offers nothing to speculate on--then, indeed, the world is a dreary blank." "I don't suppose any fellow's lot is as bad as that." "Not perhaps completely, thoroughly so; but that a man's fate can approach such a condition--that a man can cling to so small a hope that he is obliged to own to himself that it is next to no hope at all,--that there could be, and is, such a lot in existence, I who speak to you now am able unfortunately to vouch for." "I am sorry to hear it," said Jack, feelingly; "and I am sorry, besides, to have obtruded my own small griefs before one who has such a heavy affliction." "Remember," said
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