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of reputation through my cowardice, And--puh! the rest but follow in the train Of my dear wedded crime! O, God! and shall this lust burn on in me Still unconsumed? Can flagellation, fasting, Nor fervent prayer itself, not cleanse my soul From its fond doting on her comeliness? Oh! heaven! is there no way for me to jump My middle age and plunge this burning heart Into the icy flood of cold decay? None? O, wretched state of luxury! This hot desire grows even in its death And from its ashes doth arise full fledged Renewed eternally! _A blinding flash of lightning, followed quickly by sharp thunder, discloses Dimsdell kneeling at his couch, and also shows SATAN--an archangel with bat wings--who has just entered._ Have mercy upon me, O, my God, have mercy! According to thy gentle lovingkindness, According to the multitude of all Thy tender mercies, blot out my foul transgression. Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean; Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow; Hide thy face from my sins, and blot out All mine iniquities. _Satan._ You mar the psalm, Sir priest, for you omit The saving clause. Your sin is unconfessed. _Dimsdell._ Who art thou that durst interpose between My soul and God? _Satan._ I am the stronger part of lower nature, The worser part of all that came from Him Whom all adore. Behold me! _Satan becomes visible by light emanating from himself._ _Dimsdell._ Thou art Satan! The Prince of Hell! _Satan._ I am so called. _Dimsdell._ Get thee hence! I am a minister Of God, a priest, and am anointed of the Lord To teach His children. _Satan._ And, therefore, am I come to thee, Sir priest. I do confess a predilection for Thy calling; conclaves, synods, convocations, Are never held without my guiding presence; They are my field days and my exercises, While in the study and the cell I take My cloistered ease. I love all priests and am The bosom friend of many who would blush To speak to me in public. Receive me, brother. _Dimsdell._ Scorner, avaunt! Sink to the hell from whence Thou cam'st! I do abhor thee, Satan; yea, I tell thee to thy face that I who quail Before the awful majesty of God, And cowardly do hide my sin from man, I tell thee, vile as I am, I do detest Thy very name! I do defy thee! _Satan._ These words are very brave; if more than wind, Go to the market place tomorrow, there
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