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ntry; all that I ever knew is gone--fader, moder, sisters, broders, all--never any more I shall see them, I suppose, now. The war it breaks and breaks, it breaks hearts." Her little teeth fastened again on her lower lip in that sort of pretty snarl. "Do you know what I was thinkin' when you came up? I was thinkin' of my native town, and the river there in the moonlight. If I could see it again, I would be glad. Were you ever homeseeck?" "Yes, I have been--in the trenches; but one's ashamed, with all the others." "Ah! ye-es!" It came from her with a hiss. "Ye-es! You are all comrades there. What is it like for me here, do you think, where everybody hates and despises me, and would catch me, and put me in prison, perhaps?" He could see her breast heaving with a quick breathing painful to listen to. He leaned forward, patting her knee, and murmuring: "Sorry--sorry." She said in a smothered voice: "You are the first who has been kind to me for so long! I will tell you the truth--I am not Rooshian at all--I am German." Hearing that half-choked confession, his thought was: "Does she really think we fight against women?" And he said: "My dear girl, who cares?" Her eyes seemed to search right into him. She said slowly: "Another man said that to me. But he was thinkin' of other things. You are a veree ni-ice boy. I am so glad I met you. You see the good in people, don't you? That is the first thing in the world--because there is really not much good in people, you know." He said, smiling: "You're a dreadful little cynic!" Then thought: "Of course she is--poor thing!" "Cyneec? How long do you think I would live if I was not a cyneec? I should drown myself to-morrow. Perhaps there are good people, but, you see, I don't know them." "I know lots." She leaned forward eagerly. "Well now--see, ni-ice boy--you haf never been in a hole, haf you?" "I suppose not a real hole." "No, I should think not, with your face. Well, suppose I am still a good girl, as I was once, you know, and you took me to some of your good people, and said: 'Here is a little German girl that has no work, and no money, and no friends.' Your good people they will say: 'Oh! how sad! A German girl!' and they will go and wash their hands." Silence fell on him. He saw his mother, his sisters, others--good people, he would swear! And yet--! He heard their voices, frank and clear; and they seemed to be talking of the Germans. If on
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