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te sorry for him, as one is for a poor dog that goes mad, does what harm he can, and dies. I lay awake that night a long time thinking of him, and of that unhappy, half-crazed mother, whose son lay between life and death. Next day I went to see her, but she was up in London, hovering round the cage of her son, no doubt. I heard from her, however, some days later, thanking me for coming, and saying he was out of danger. But she made no allusion to that evening visit. Perhaps she was ashamed of it. Perhaps she was demented when she came, and had no remembrance thereof. Soon after this I went to Belgium to illustrate a book on Reconstruction, and found such subjects that I was not back in Town till the late summer of 1919. Going into my Club one day I came on Harburn in the smoking-room. The curse had not done him much harm, it seemed, for he looked the picture of health. "Well, how are you?" I said. "You look at the top of your form." "Never better," he replied. "Do you remember our last evening together?" He uttered a sort of gusty grunt, and did not answer. "That boy recovered," I said. "What's happened to him and his mother, since?" "The ironical young brute! I've just had this from him." And he handed me a letter with the Hanover post mark. "Dear Mr. Harburn, It was only on meeting my mother here yesterday that I learned of her visit to you one evening last December. I wish to apologise for it, since it was my illness which caused her to so forget herself. I owe you a deep debt of gratitude for having been at least part means of giving me the most wonderful experience of my life. In that camp of sorrow--where there was sickness of mind and body such as I am sure you have never seen or realised, such endless hopeless mental anguish of poor huddled creatures turning and turning on themselves year after year--I learned to forget myself, and to do my little best for them. And I learned, and I hope I shall never forget it, that feeling for one's fellow creatures is all that stands between man and death; I was going fast the other way before I was sent there. I thank you from my heart, and beg to remain, Very faithfully yours HAROLD HOLSTEIG." I put it down, and said: "That's not ironical. He means it." "Bosh!" said Harburn, with the old spark and smoulder in his eyes. "He's pulling my leg--the s
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