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e night. I should have heard. Besides--would there be any harm?" "Just as much as there is in playing with fire," Lily said. "'Behold how great a matter a little fire kindleth,'" Helen said, looking at the ground. "Yes, but there's more than a little fire in Miriam, and George Halkett's a man, you know." Helen raised her head and said, "We've lived here all our lives, and we have been very lonely, but I have hardly spoken to a man who was not gentle. John and Rupert and Zebedee and Daniel, all these--no one has spoken roughly to us. It makes one trustful. And George is always kind, Lily." "Yes, but Miriam--she's not like you." "She's much more beautiful." Lily's laughter was half a groan. "That won't make George any gentler, my dear." "Won't it?" Lily shook her head. "But perhaps there's nothing in it. I'm sorry to have added to your worries, but Miriam's so restless and discontented, and I thought--" "Ah," Helen interrupted gladly, "but lately she has been different. Lately she has been happier. Oh!" She saw where her words had led her, and with a little gesture of bewilderment she turned and walked away. Perhaps, after all, the things that happened were not necessarily best, and for the first time Helen felt a blind anger against the unknown. In a moment of sharp vision, she saw what this vaguely concentrated life had done for her and Miriam, and she wondered by whose law it had been decreed that no human being could have a destiny unconditioned by some one else, and though she also saw that this law was the glory as well as the tragedy of life, she rebelled against it now, lest the radiant being whom she loved should be dishonoured or disillusioned. Helen's firm curved lips took a harder line as she went slowly home, for it seemed to her that in an active world the principle of just going on left all the foes unconquered and ready for the next victim who should pass that way. She slept fitfully that night, and once she woke to a sound of galloping on the moor. She knew it was made by more animals than two, yet her heart beat quickly, and her thoughts sprang together to make a picture of George Halkett leading a horse without a rider through the night, waiting in the darkness with his ears stretched for the sound of one coming through the heather. She started up in bed, for the mysterious allurement of George's image was strong enough to make her understand what it might be for Miriam,
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