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n on the pale, cold colour in which, like a reluctant bride, it waited for the night. Then John put away his tools and Miriam began to stir about the house which was alive with a secret life of stone and woodwork, of footsteps silenced long ago, and thoughts which refused to die: then, too, Helen came back from the moor where she had gone for comfort. Her feet were wet, her hair was for once in disarray, but her eyes shone with a faith restored. Warring in her always were two beliefs, one bright with the beauty and serenity which were her idea of good, the other dark with the necessity of sacrifice and propitiation. She had not the freedom of her youth, and she saw each good day as a thing to be accepted humbly and ultimately to be paid for, yet she would show no sign of fear. She had to go on steadily under the banner of a tranquil face, and now the moor and the winds that played on it had made that going easier. She passed through the darkening garden, glanced at the poplars, which looked like brooms sweeping away the early stars, and entered the house by the kitchen door. John and Miriam sat by a leaping fire, but the room was littered with unwashed dishes and the remains of meals. "Well," Miriam said in answer to Helen's swift glance and the immediate upturning of her sleeves, "why should I do it all? Look at her, John, trying to shame me." "I'm not. I just can't bear it." "Have some tea first," John said. "Let me pile up the plates." "Have some tea," Miriam echoed, "and I'll make toast; but you shouldn't have gone away without telling me. I didn't know where you were, and the house was full of emptiness." "I found her snivelling about you," John said. "She wanted me to go out and look for you with a lantern! After a day's work!" "Things," Miriam murmured, "might have got hold of her." "I shouldn't have minded moor things. Oh, these stained knives! John, did she really cry?" "Nearly, I did." "Not she!" "I did, Helen. I thought the dark would come, and you'd be lost perhaps, out on the moor--O-oh!" "I think I'd like it--wrapped up in the night." "But the noises would send you mad. Your eyes are all red. Have you been crying too?" "It's the wind. Here's the rain coming. And where's my hair?" She smoothed it back and took off her muddy shoes before she sat down in the armchair and looked about her. "Isn't it as if somebody were dead?" she asked. "There are more shadows." "I'll turn
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