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make a man feel that you know! But the hellish smoke-hunger--you don't know anything of that." "It's a part of the same hellish selfishness which eats the vitals out of everything. Get out of yourself, get into the lives of others, and the smoke-hunger will quit you. You could n't go down where you 've been and made a beast of yourself if you cared more about others than yourself. The power that drove you down there would n't mean anything if a stronger power held you back. The point is, Arsdale, the point is, that all by himself a man is n't worth much. He does n't count. Either he dries up or he rots." "That's true! That's true!" answered Arsdale. "And I 've rotted. If only I had found you a year ago!" "A year ago is dead and buried. Let it alone. Think of the live things; think of the Now! There 's a big, strong world all around you, pulsating with life; there 's sunshine in the morning and stars at night--and they are alive; there are flowers, and birds, and grasses--all alive; there are live men and women, live questions, and there is your sister. The world would be alive--would be worth while if you had only her. She 's a world in herself." "You are right. Man, how you know!" "Can't you see it yourself? Can't you feel the thrill of it all?" "Yes," answered Arsdale, his eyes as alive as Donaldson's, "I see. I feel. And if I had your strength--" "You have the strength! You have everything you need in just your beating heart and the days ahead of you. Buck up to it!--Go and meet life half-way. Throw yourself at life! The trouble with you and me is that we stand still, all curled up in ourselves as in a chrysalis. You must give yourself room, you must break free from your own selfish conceit, you must reach a point where you don't give a damn about yourself! Do you hear--where all the worrying you do is about others? Then don't worry." Arsdale was breathing through his nostrils, his lips closed. "It's going to be a hard fight," he said. "It 's going to be a hard fight, but you make me feel as though I could do it." "A hard fight," cried Donaldson. "Why, man, I 'd strip myself down to you--I 'd go back to where you stand to-day for the fighting chance you have." "You'd--what?" Donaldson caught his breath. For a moment he was silent, staring at the eager life upon the street. Then he turned again to Arsdale. "I 'd like to swap places with you--that's all," he sai
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