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rld and his wife are waiting to shout your praises!" Rosa had gone to her office, and Glory was turning over some designs for stage costumes, when Liza came in to say that the "Farver" was coming upstairs. "He has come to scold me," thought Glory, so she began to hum, to push things about, and fill the room with noise. But when she saw his drawn face and wide-open eyes she wanted to fall on his neck and cry. "You have come to tell me you can't do what I suggested?" she said. "Of course you can't." "No," he said slowly, very slowly. "I have thought it all over, and concluded that I can--that I must. Yes, I am willing to go away, Glory, and when you are ready I shall be ready too." "But where--where--?" "I don't know yet; but I am willing to wait for the unrolling of the scroll. I am willing to follow step by step, not knowing whither. I am willing to go where God wills, for life or death." "But your work in London--your great, great work----" "God will see to that, Glory. He can do without any of us. None of us can do without him. The sun will set without any assistance, you know," and the pale face made an effort to smile. "But, John, my dear, dear John, this is not what you expected, what you have been thinking of and dreaming of, and building your hopes upon." "No," he said; "and for your sake I am sorry, very sorry. I thought of a great career for you, Glory. Not rescue work merely--others can do that. There are many good women in the world--nearly all women are good, but Jew are great--and for the salvation of England, what England wants now is a great woman.... As for me--God knows best! He has his own way of weaning us from vanity and the snares of the devil. You were only an instrument in his hands, my child, hardly knowing what you were doing. Perhaps he has a work of intercession for us somewhere--far away from here--in some foreign mission field--who can say?" A feeling akin to terror caught her breath, and she looked up at him with tearful eyes. "After all, I am glad that this has happened," he said. "It will help me to conquer self, to put self behind my back forever, to show the world, by leaving London, that self has not entered into my count at all, and that I am thinking of nothing but my work." A warm flush rose to her cheeks as he spoke, and again she wanted to fling herself on his neck and cry. But he was too calm for that, too sad and too spiritual. When he rose to go she
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