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secure. Then I paused a moment; and, I confess, the quick pant of fear seemed to come grey from my lips. There were sounds about me--the deep breathing of imprisoned men; and I envied the sleepers their hard-wrung repose. At last, in one access of determination, I put out my hand, and sliding back the bolt, hurriedly flung open the trap. An acrid whiff of dust assailed my nostrils as I stepped back a pace and stood expectant of anything--or nothing. What did I wish, or dread, or foresee? The complete absurdity of my behaviour was revealed to me in a moment. I could shake off the incubus here and now, and be a sane man again. I giggled, with an actual ring of self-contempt in my voice, as I made a forward movement to close the aperture. I advanced my face to it, and inhaled the sluggish air that stole forth, and--God in heaven! I had staggered back with that cry in my throat, when I felt fingers like iron clamps close on my arm and hold it. The grip, more than the face I turned to look upon in my surging terror, was forcibly human. It was the warder Johnson who had seized me, and my heart bounded as I met the cold fury of his eyes. "Prying!" he said, in a hoarse, savage whisper. "So you will, will you? And now let the devil help you!" It was not this fellow I feared, though his white face was set like a demon's; and in the thick of my terror I made a feeble attempt to assert my authority. "Let me go!" I muttered. "What! you dare?" In his frenzy he shook my arm as a terrier shakes a rat, and, like a dog, he held on, daring me to release myself. For the moment an instinct half-murderous leapt in me. It sank and was overwhelmed in a slough of some more secret emotion. "Oh!" I whispered, collapsing, as it were, to the man's fury, even pitifully deprecating it. "What is it? What's there? It drew me--something unnameable". He gave a snapping laugh like a cough. His rage waxed second by second. There was a maniacal suggestiveness in it; and not much longer, it was evident, could he have it under control. I saw it run and congest in his eyes; and, on the instant of its accumulation, he tore at me with a sudden wild strength, and drove me up against the very door of the secret cell. The action, the necessity of self-defence, restored me to some measure of dignity and sanity. "Let me go, you ruffian!" I cried, struggling to free myself from his grasp. It was useless. He held me madly. There was n
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