FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217  
218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   >>   >|  
card-playing, just for something to say, he told me with that queer smile of his that he had read a story of some people condemned to death who passed the time before execution playing card games with their guards." "And what did you say?" "I told him that there were probably cards on board somewhere--Jorgenson would know. Then I asked him whether he looked on me as a gaoler. He was quite startled and sorry for what he said." "It wasn't very kind of you, Captain Lingard." "It slipped out awkwardly and we made it up with a laugh." Mrs. Travers leaned her elbows on the rail and put her head into her hands. Every attitude of that woman surprised Lingard by its enchanting effect upon himself. He sighed, and the silence lasted for a long while. "I wish I had understood every word that was said that morning." "That morning," repeated Lingard. "What morning do you mean?" "I mean the morning when I walked out of Belarab's stockade on your arm, Captain Lingard, at the head of the procession. It seemed to me that I was walking on a splendid stage in a scene from an opera, in a gorgeous show fit to make an audience hold its breath. You can't possibly guess how unreal all this seemed, and how artificial I felt myself. An opera, you know. . . ." "I know. I was a gold digger at one time. Some of us used to come down to Melbourne with our pockets full of money. I daresay it was poor enough to what you must have seen, but once I went to a show like that. It was a story acted to music. All the people went singing through it right to the very end." "How it must have jarred on your sense of reality," said Mrs. Travers, still not looking at him. "You don't remember the name of the opera?" "No. I never troubled my head about it. We--our lot never did." "I won't ask you what the story was like. It must have appeared to you like the very defiance of all truth. Would real people go singing through their life anywhere except in a fairy tale?" "These people didn't always sing for joy," said Lingard, simply. "I don't know much about fairy tales." "They are mostly about princesses," murmured Mrs. Travers. Lingard didn't quite hear. He bent his ear for a moment but she wasn't looking at him and he didn't ask her to repeat her remark. "Fairy tales are for children, I believe," he said. "But that story with music I am telling you of, Mrs. Travers, was not a tale for children. I assure you that of the few shows I have
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217  
218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Lingard

 

morning

 
Travers
 

people

 

children

 

Captain

 

singing

 

playing

 

jarred

 
reality

troubled
 

remember

 

condemned

 
execution
 
daresay
 

Melbourne

 

pockets

 
passed
 

moment

 
murmured

princesses

 
repeat
 
remark
 

assure

 

telling

 

defiance

 
appeared
 

simply

 

enchanting

 
effect

attitude
 

surprised

 

sighed

 

silence

 

understood

 

lasted

 

gaoler

 

awkwardly

 

slipped

 
startled

elbows
 
looked
 

leaned

 

repeated

 

breath

 
possibly
 

audience

 

unreal

 

digger

 

guards