And put your armor on,"
P/
sang Wauchope. The sound of that singing made Ransome feel noble; and
there is nothing more insidiously destructive than feeling noble.
And then, later on, it was a strange and a more poignant cry that melted
him, so that his very soul dissolved in tenderness and yearning.
/P
"Jesu, Lover o-of my soul,"
P/
sang the young man with the tenor.
/P
"Let me to Thy bosom fly,
While the gathering wa-ters roll.
While the tempest sti-ill is high."
P/
(Ranny felt them about him, the waters and the tempest.)
/P
"Other refuge ha-ave I none,
Hangs my helpless soul on Thee;
Leave--ah! leave me no-ot alone,
Still support and co-omfort me."
P/
And as the infinite pathos and pleading of the tenor voice played on
him, Ranny sank, lost and shelterless and alone, till at the word "Life"
he rose again and exulted, he rose above himself, even to the point of
singing.
/P
"Thou of Life the fountain art,
Freely let me take of Thee;
Spring Thou up with-in my heart;"
P/
sang Ranny.
/P
"Rise to all eternity."
P/
There was something about that hymn, and his own sudden crying out in
it, that made him peculiarly susceptible to the influences of the
Address. When the preacher rose in the pulpit, when he looked about him
with ardent and earnest eyes in a face ravaged by emotion, when his wide
and somewhat loose and mobile lips gave out the text, Ranny had an
obscure foreknowledge of what would happen to him.
For he was not altogether virgin to the experience he was undergoing. It
belonged to certain moods of his childhood and his adolescence when more
than once, in Wandsworth Parish Church, he had been stirred mysteriously
by the tender music of the Evening Service, and by the singing of
certain hymns. There were layers upon layers of emotion sunk beyond
memory in Ranny's soul. So that what happened to him now had the
profound and vehement, though secret, force of a revival. The submerged
feelings rose in him; they were swollen, intensified, dominated beyond
recognition by the virile and unspiritual passion that leaped up and ran
together with them and made them one. It gave them an obscure but superb
sanction and significance.
For that incantation not only called up the past; with a still greater
magic and mystery it evoked the future. It was a prophecy, a premonition
of the things to be. It cried upon the secret, unseen powers
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