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se for it, or you do not." "I do not, Mrs Dolly. I reckon 'tis but the spleen." Everything we call nervous then fell under the head of spleen. "There is an older name for that, Phoebe, without it arise from some disorder of the body." "What, Mrs Dorothy?" "Discontent, my child." "But that is sin!" said Phoebe, looking up, as if startled. "Ay. `Whatsoever is not of faith is sin.'" "Then should I be willing to go, Mrs Dolly?" "What hast thou asked, my dear? Should God's child be willing to do her Father's will?" Phoebe's face became grave. "Dear Phoebe, `when the people murmured, it displeased the Lord.' Have a care!--Well, what is your next trouble?" "I have had a letter from mother," said Phoebe, colouring and looking uncomfortable. "Is that a trouble, child?" "No,--not that. Oh no! But--" "But a trouble sticks to it. Well,--what?" "She says I ought to--to get married, Mrs Dorothy; and she looks for me to do it while I tarry at White-Ladies, for she reckons that will be the best chance." Mrs Dorothy was silent. If her thoughts were not complimentary to Mrs Latrobe, she gave no hint of it to Phoebe. "I don't think I should like it, please, Mrs Dorothy," said Phoebe uneasily. "And ought I?" "I suppose somebody had better ask you first," was Mrs Dorothy's dry answer. "I would rather live with Mother," continued Phoebe. And suddenly a cry broke out which had been repressed till then. "I wish--oh, I wish Mother loved me! She never seemed to do it but once, when I was ill of the fever. I do so wish Mother could love me!" Mrs Dorothy busied herself for a moment in putting the cups together on her little tea-tray. Then she came over to Phoebe. "Little maid!" she said, lovingly, "there are some of us women for whom no love is safe, saving the love of Him that died for us. If we have it otherwise, we go wrong and set up idols in our hearts. Art thou one of those, Phoebe?" "I don't know!" sobbed Phoebe. "How can I know?" "Dear child, He knows. Canst thou not trust Him? `Dieu est ton Berger.' The Shepherd takes more care of the sheep, Phoebe, than the sheep take care of themselves. Poor, blundering creatures that we are! always apt to think, in the depth of our hearts, that God would rather not save us, and that we shall have to take a great deal of trouble to persuade Him to do it. Nay! it is the Shepherd that longs to have the lamb safe folded, and the
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