FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205  
206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   >>   >|  
ur wedding, and I always refused! Well, I beseech you to-day, give me your hand! Let us go together to my parents, and ask them to send for a priest, and let our marriage take place to-day. And then, dearest, when the gates of Breslau open to the enemy, we can find a refuge at your splendid estate. The horrible turmoil of war and the clashing of arms will not follow us thither. There, amidst the charms of peaceful nature, let us commence a new life; with hearts fondly united, we shall belong only to ourselves, and, forgetful of the outside world, devote ourselves to our friends--to art and literature. Oh, my beloved, is it not a blissful future that is inviting you and promising you undisturbed happiness?" She laid her arms, from which the white lace sleeves had fallen back, on his shoulders, and held her glowing face so close to his own that her breath fanned his cheek; her ruby lips almost touched his own, and her dark eyes were fixed on him with an expression of unutterable tenderness. The count pushed her back almost rudely. "The happiness you are depicting to me is only given to the innocent, to the pure, and to those who have no desires," he said, gloomily; "it is the happiness of gentle doves, not of men. And I am a man! As a man of honor I have lived, and as such I will die. My life harmonizes no more with yours. Will you go with me, Camilla, into the land of eternal honor and liberty? Does not this world of treachery and cowardice fill you with disgust as it does myself? Does not your soul shrink with dismay at the infamy we behold everywhere at the present time? Oh, I know your heart is noble and pure, and despises the baseness which is now the master of the world. Let us, therefore, escape from it. Come, dearest, come! I have two pistols at my rooms. They are loaded, and will not fail us. A pressure of my finger--and we are free! Say one word, and I will bring them--say, my Camilla, that you will die with me!" "I say that I will live with you!" she cried, in terror. "Then you will not die with me?" he asked, harshly. "No, Frederick, why should I die? I am so young, and love life; it has given me nothing but joy--it has given you to me--you, whom I love, for whom I will live, whom I will render happy! What do I care for the misfortunes of Prussia--what do I care whether Breslau surrenders to the enemy or not, while I am free to follow you--free to devote myself entirely to my love!" "A woman's heart!
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205  
206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

happiness

 

devote

 

follow

 
Camilla
 
Breslau
 

dearest

 

present

 
dismay
 

behold

 

infamy


harmonizes

 

eternal

 

disgust

 
cowardice
 

liberty

 

treachery

 

shrink

 
pressure
 

render

 
harshly

Frederick

 
surrenders
 

misfortunes

 

Prussia

 
pistols
 

escape

 

baseness

 

master

 

loaded

 

terror


finger

 

despises

 

touched

 

thither

 
amidst
 

charms

 
clashing
 
splendid
 
estate
 

horrible


turmoil

 

peaceful

 

nature

 
belong
 

forgetful

 

friends

 

united

 
commence
 

hearts

 
fondly