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d tell him that we found it in a spot from which we had just seen the Lord of Hers depart.' He refused at first, and would not touch the body, but by argument and entreaty, I prevailed upon him to be guided by me. "Sandrit of Stramen, you know the rest. You know that we swore to have seen the Lord of Hers ride away from the fatal spot just before we found the body. It was the fact; but my lover and I were perjured in the sight of God. I do not wish to lighten my crime before men, when it is written out so plainly against me before Angels. I was a perjured woman--perjured through love and fear. I heard you swear vengeance. I wept, but I was silent. I saw your fury and your wars. My heart bled, but I was silent. There was no rest, no sleep, no peace for me. It was not my husband's death that drove me mad. Oh, no! It was remorse. There were spectres all around me--I trembled before the innocent, fled before the guilty. The caresses of my child that died at my breast tortured me. I felt as though my breath had withered and defiled it. Every hour was full of misery--day and night there was a gnawing at my heart. At last my mind gave way, and the justice of heaven struck him with death and me with madness!" Bertha paused an instant, quite exhausted, then again exerting herself, she said: "I do not ask you to forgive me--but forgive each other." "They have forgiven each other already," said Father Omehr. "They are friends." "Friends?" "The Lady Margaret reconciled them on her death-bed." "The Lady Margaret dead!" "She was buried this morning." "Yes," said Bertha, "it was to her funeral I was going. Yes, she is dead--the beautiful, the young, the innocent--she has been praying for me in heaven." At these words a smile beamed over her sharp features, and she sank gradually back in bed, lowered by Henry and the missionary. The proud Lord of Hers was, in spirit, in sackcloth and ashes. He attributed the existence of the feud to his indiscretion and guilt, and reproached himself with all its pernicious consequences. He saw in the wreck before him the fruits of his sin; Bertha's misery and madness seemed wholly his own unhallowed work. The strong man shuddered at the consequences of his folly, and beat his breast, and wept like a child. Sandrit of Stramen also accused himself of having caused the feud by his rash credulity, and driven Bertha to perjury and insanity by his impetuous and uncontrollable temp
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