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d doctrine of her inferiority to man. "Even in the matter of religion you ought to yield to him, darling," she said after a moment in which she had appealed to that orthodox arbiter, her conscience. "Your father and I were talking about what church you should go to, and I said that I supposed Oliver was a Presbyterian, like all of the Treadwells." "Oh, mother, I didn't tell you before because I hoped I could change him--but he doesn't go to any church--he says they all bore him equally. He has broken away from all the old ideas, you know. He is dreadfully--unsettled." The anxiety, which had been until then merely a shadow in Mrs. Pendleton's eyes, deepened into a positive pain. "Your father must have known, for he talked to him--but he wouldn't tell me," she said. "I made father promise not to. I hoped so I could change Oliver, and maybe I can after we're married, mother." "If he has given up the old spiritual standards, what has he in place of them?" asked Mrs. Pendleton, and she had suddenly a queer feeling as if little fine needles were pricking her skin. "I don't know, but he seems to have a great deal, more than any of us," answered Virginia, and she added passionately, "He is good, mother." "I never doubted it, darling, but he is young, and his character cannot be entirely formed at his age. A man must be very strong in order to be good without faith." "But he has faith, mother--of some kind." "I am not judging him, my child, and neither your father nor I would ever criticise your husband to you. Your happiness was set on him, and we can only pray from our hearts that he will prove worthy of your love. He is very lovable, and I am sure that he has fine, generous traits. Your father has been completely won over by him." "He likes me to be religious, mother. He says the church has cultivated the loveliest type of woman the world has ever seen." "Then by fulfilling that ideal you will please him best." "I shall try to be just what you have been to father--just as unselfish, just as devoted." "I have made many mistakes, Jinny, but I don't think I have ever failed in love--not in love, at least." Then the pain passed out of her eyes, and because it was impossible for her to look on any fact in life except through the transfiguring idealism with which the ages had endowed her, she became immediately convinced that everything, even the unsettling of Oliver's opinions, had been arranged
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