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d, "I want a lodging; are there any to be had?" "I have got a nice bedroom, sir; I'll show you," said the widow; "and you can have a small sitting-room down-stairs; but I only own the upper flight of this house." "Hum! one room would do!--can I board with you?" "Well, sir, our lodgers don't generally do that, but--" "Can't take the room unless I do," he interrupted; "I've not come to London to squander _my_ cash, I can tell you." There was a struggle in the widow's mind; she sorely wanted money, and she might not have another chance of letting the room. This grumpy old man might prove pleasanter on further acquaintance; at any rate he might not be so disagreeable as many another; and with one glance at her little sick boy upon the rug, the mother made up her mind and decided to take her lodger as a boarder. Mr. Smith was quite satisfied with his room, and though he pretended to grumble at the price asked for it, he really thought it moderate; so he unpacked his portmanteau, laid the shirts which Betty had done up so speedily and well in a drawer, and then sat down once more to read the letters which he had consulted before knocking at the door of No. 5. Shall we read them, too? it may, perhaps, give us some clue to the old man's secret. The first, as we said before, was written in a trembling hand, and hardly legible:-- "MY DEAR FATHER,--If I had strength and health to do it, I would come to you, and never leave off asking your pardon until you had given it. Father, I am dying, and these few words are the prayer of a dying man. It was wrong to leave you, even though I didn't like the country, and longed for the great city--it was wrong to leave you all alone in your sorrow. If Val had lived he would have been a better son to you than me--may God forgive me. You will get this, father, when perhaps it is too late; but if you have any pity, any love left for your boy, come to me once more--_once more_, father! I am leaving my wife and four children quite unprovided for; will you be a father to them? I do not ask it for _my_ sake, but for their helplessness--the fatherless and the widow--" Here the trembling hand had failed, and a blot of ink showed that the pen had fallen from the writer's hand; it was taken up to add,--
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