y on her hands, and hid her eyes for a moment
against the leaves of the ivy, as if blinded by the sun-beams; "Sooner
or later he was sure to come here," she murmured, "All musicians come
here; but when I saw his face on the bill-board to-day--and his
name--!" She crouched closer against the sill, and the leaves of the
ivy fluttered from the hurried breath that came through her lips,
shaking them as with a storm.

"If he were there on the promenade," she said, "and I saw him walking,
with his violin, his head thrown back and his eyes dreaming--Ah!" She
drew in her breath quickly and a little twist came in her throat, like
a screw turned. She half closed her eyes.

"Ah--Velasco! My arms would go out to you in spite of my will; my lips
would cry to you! I would clinch my teeth--I would pinion my arms to
my side. I would hide here behind the casement and gaze at you between
the leaves of the geraniums--and you would never know! You would
never--know!"

She put both hands to her bare throat as if to tear something away that
was suffocating, compelling; then she laughed: "He is an artist," she
said, "a great musician, feted, adored; he is rich and happy. He will
forget. Perhaps he has forgotten already. It would be better if he
had forgotten--already." She laughed again strangely, glancing about
the garret with its low eaves, and the cob-webs hanging; at the pallet,
and the cracked basin, and the pitcher with its handle missing.

The doves came flying about the mill, twittering and chirping as if
seeking for food on the sill; clinging to the ivy with their tiny, pink
claws, looking at her expectantly out of their bright, roving eyes,
pruning their feathers. The girl shook her head:

"I have nothing for you," she said, "No--not a crumb. The last went
yesterday. Poor birds! It is terrible to be hungry, to have your head
swim, and your limbs tremble, and the world grow blind and dim before
your eyes. Is it so with you, dear doves?"

She rose slowly and a little unsteadily, crossing the garret to the
pegs where the clothes hung.

"There may be a few Pfennigs left," she said, "without touching that.
No--no, there is nothing!"

She felt in the pockets of the cloak, pressing deep into the corners
with the tips of her fingers, searching. "No," she repeated
helplessly, "there is--nothing; still I can't touch the other--not
to-day! I will go out and try again."

She took down the cloak from the peg and wra