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and pressing her face, her eyes to the opening. She was faint for a moment and could see nothing; there was a mist before her eyes and the smoke filled the room; then gradually, out of the mist, she saw a grey-haired man with his back to the curtain, and he was bending forward with a coffee cup to his lips. Beside him, facing her, leaning far back in his chair, with his cigar poised and his eyes half closed, his dark head pressing restlessly against the cushion was-- "Oh, my God!" she breathed, "My God, it is Velasco!" For a moment she thought she had screamed; and she covered her eyes waiting, sick, frightened, her heart throbbing. Then she forgot where she was and thought only of him, and a strange little thrill went over her; she shivered slightly, and it seemed to her as if already she was in his arms; and when she heard his voice, it was calling to her, crying her name. "Yes--yes, it is Kaya!--I am here!" she was saying, "Come to me--Velasco! Velasco!" Already she was stumbling into his arms; she was clinging to him--and then she awoke. Her brain cleared suddenly and she knew that she had not moved; no sound had come from her lips. She was standing like a statue, dumb, with her hands clasped, gazing; and Velasco lay back in his chair with his eyes half closed, blowing a wreath from his cigar, watching it idly as it floated away, listening as the harsh voice of his host talked on--not five feet away! If she stretched out her hand, if she sighed--or moved the curtain--Ah! She struggled with herself. She was faint; she was weak with hunger; she was alone and desolate--and he loved her. She fought madly, desperately. It was as if two creatures were within her fighting for life; and they both loved him. When the one grew stronger, her eyes brightened and her pulses quickened; it was as if she would leap through the curtain, and her heart was sick for the touch of his hand. Then she beat down the longing and stifled it, and the other self came to the front and gripped her scornfully, pointing to her hands with the blood on them, her soul with its curse. Was her life to mingle with his and ruin it, and bring it to shame? "Never," she breathed, "Never! So long as I live!" And the self of her that loved him the most crushed the other self and smothered it--strangled it. She gazed at him through the curtain, and it seemed to her that something within her was gasping and dying. And suddenly s
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