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y, for ever." Peter said nothing. He continued to stare into the fire. "What do you feel?" demanded Julie. Peter drew hard on his cigarette, and then he blew out the smoke. "I don't know," he said. "Yes, I do," he added quickly; "I feel I want to get up and preach a sermon." "Good Lord, Peter! what a dreadful sensation that must be! Don't begin now, will you? I'm beginning to wish we'd gone into the lounge after all; you surely couldn't have preached there." Peter did not smile. He went on as if she had not spoken, "Or write a great novel, or, better still, a great play," he said. "What would be the subject, then, you Solomon, or the title, anyway?" "I don't know," said Peter dreamily. "_All Men are Grass_, _The Way of all Flesh_--no, neither of those is good, and besides, one at least is taken. I know," he added suddenly, "I would call it _Exchange_, that's all. My word, Julie, I believe I could do it." He straightened himself, and walked across the room and back again, once or twice. "I believe I could: I feel it tingling in me; but it's all formless, if you understand; I've no plot. It's just what I feel as I sit there in a theatre, as we did just now." Julie leaned forward and took the cigarette she had just refused. She lit it herself with a half-burnt match, and Peter stood and watched her, but hardly saw what she was doing. She was as conscious of his preoccupation as if it were something physical about him. "Explain, my dear," she said, leaning back and staring into the fire. "I don't know that I can," he replied, and she felt as if he did not speak to her. "It's the bigness of it all, the beauty, the triumphant success. It's drawn that great house full, lured them in, the thousands of them, and it does so night after night. Tired people go there to be refreshed, and sad people to be made gay, and people sick of life to laugh and forget it. It's the world's big anodyne. It offers a great exchange. And all for a few shillings, Julie, and for a few hours. The sensation lingers, but one has to go again and again. It tricks one into thinking, almost, that it's the real thing, that one can dance like mayflies in the sun. Only, Julie, there comes an hour when down sinks the sun, and what of the mayflies then?" Julie shifted her head ever so little. "Go on," she said, looking up intently at him. He did not notice her, but her words roused him. He began to pace up and down again, and her eyes f
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