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eal of the finest romantic poetry, and you have been silent, especially with men. You have seen little of men.' 'But I understand them,' I answered boldly. 'I believe you do,' he admitted; and he laughed. 'So I needn't explain to you that a thousand women dying of love for one man will not help that man to happiness, unless he is dying of love for the thousand and first.' 'And have you never loved?' The words came of themselves out of my mouth. 'I have deceived myself--in my quest of sympathy,' he said. 'Can you be sure that, in your quest of sympathy, you are not deceiving yourself tonight?' 'Yes,' he cried quickly, 'I can.' And he sprang up and almost ran to the piano. 'You remember the D flat Prelude?' he said, breaking into the latter part of the air, and looking at me the while. 'When I came to that note and caught your gaze'--he struck the B flat and held it--'I knew that I had found sympathy. I knew it! I knew it! I knew it! Do you remember?' 'Remember what?' 'The way we looked at each other.' 'Yes,' I breathed, 'I remember.' 'How can I thank you? How can I thank you?' He seemed to be meditating. His simplicity, his humility, his kindliness were more than I could bear. 'Please do not speak like that,' I entreated him, pained. 'You are the greatest artist in the world, and I am nobody--nobody at all. I do not know why I am here. I cannot imagine what you have seen in me. Everything is a mystery. All I feel is that I am in your presence, and that I am not worthy to be. No matter how long I live, I shall never experience again the joy that I have now. But if you talk about thanking me, I must run away, because I cannot stand it--and--and--you haven't played for me, and you said you would.' He approached me, and bent his head towards mine, and I glanced up through a mist and saw his eyes and the short, curly auburn locks on his forehead. 'The most beautiful things, and the most vital things, and the most lasting things,' he said softly, 'are often mysterious and inexplicable and sudden. And let me tell you that you do not know how lovely you are. You do not know the magic of your voice, nor the grace of your gestures. But time and man will teach you. What shall I play?' He was very close to me. 'Bach,' I ejaculated, pointing impatiently to the piano. I fancied that Bach would spread peace abroad in my soul. He resumed his place at the piano, and touched the keys. 'Anothe
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