FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128  
129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   >>   >|  
he schoolroom floor there was terror in his eyes. Nothing could have been easier or more simple than his lifelong assumption that, because God was in His heaven all was right with the world. He had given thanks every evening for the blessings that he had received and every morning for the blessings that he was going to receive, and he had had no reason to complain. He had the wife, the children, the work that he deserved, and his life had been so hemmed in with security that he had had no difficulty in assuring his congregation on every possible occasion that God was good and far-seeing, and that "not one sparrow..." And now lie was threatened--threatened most desperately. Mrs. Cole was so ill that it was doubtful whether she would live through the night. He was completely helpless. He had turned from one side to another, simply demanding an assurance from someone or something that she could not be taken from him. No one could give him that assurance. Life without her would be impossible; he would not know what to do about the simplest matter. Life without her...oh! but it was incredible! Like a blind man he had groped his way up to the schoolroom. He did not want to see the children, nor Miss Jones, but he must be moving, must be doing something that would break in upon that terrible ominous pause that the whole world seemed to him, at this moment, to be making. Then he saw Jeremy. He said: "Oh! Where's Miss Jones?" "She's in the next room," said Jeremy, looking at his father. "Oh!" He began to walk up and down the schoolroom. Jeremy left his toy village and stood up. "Is Mother better, Father?" He stopped in his walk and looked at the boy as though he were trying to recollect who he was. "No... No--that is--No, my boy, I'm afraid not." "Is she very bad, Father--like the Dean's wife when she had fever?" His father didn't answer. He walked to the end of the room, then turned suddenly as though he had seen something there that terrified him, and hurried from the room. Jeremy, suddenly left alone, had a desperate impulse to scream that someone must come, that he was frightened, that something horrible was in the house. He stood up, staring at the closed door, his face white, his eyes large and full of fear. Then he flung himself down by Hamlet and, taking him by the neck, whispered: "I'm frightened! I'm frightened! Bark or something!... There's someone here!" III Next morning Mrs.
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128  
129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Jeremy

 

frightened

 

schoolroom

 

suddenly

 

Father

 

threatened

 

assurance

 

turned

 

father

 

blessings


morning
 

children

 

making

 
moment
 
Mother
 
village
 

stopped

 
looked
 

closed

 

horrible


staring

 

whispered

 

Hamlet

 

taking

 

scream

 

impulse

 

afraid

 

recollect

 

terrified

 

hurried


desperate
 
answer
 
walked
 

matter

 

security

 

difficulty

 

assuring

 

congregation

 
hemmed
 
complain

deserved

 

sparrow

 
occasion
 

reason

 
receive
 

simple

 
lifelong
 

easier

 

terror

 
Nothing