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Mr. Castlemaine. "My sister's husband has just died," he replied simply. "Ah, I see, and your sister will need you. You have my deepest sympathy, my friend; if there is anything I can do to lighten her burden--or yours----" "Thank you, Mr. Castlemaine, you are always very good." "But you will remember what I have said?" "Yes, thank you, I will remember; but at present she only needs me. You don't mind my hurrying away, do you? Good-bye." "I shall go with you to the station," said Mr. Castlemaine. "You cannot leave for two hours yet." "And I will go too," said Olive. "I am so sorry you are going, Mr. Sackville." Her words were more than an empty convention, and the minister felt it. His heart had gone out with a great pity towards the girl whom he had baptized as a baby, whom he had romped with as a child, and whom he had received into the Church in after years. He loved her almost as much as John Castlemaine himself, and no one had sympathised with her more deeply than he. "Thank you, Olive," he said. "Do you know what I've been thinking about all the morning?" The girl was silent. "I am sure it's right," he said, "God never makes a mistake." "But we do," replied Olive. "Yes, but it's all right. I am not an easy-going optimist, as you know, and I don't see how what I have said can be true. But it is. It helps me to bear my own sorrow to say it. God bless you, my little girl." He went back to the hotel, leaving father and daughter together. In spite of the sad news he brought, in spite of the fact of his going away, his words comforted her. There is always help in the words and presence of a good man. "If I were sure I did right," she said presently. "You could have done nothing else," said John Castlemaine. She did not answer for some time, neither did she turn to the letters and papers which Mr. Sackville had laid by her side. She was thinking of the words which Leicester had spoken to her. She remembered how he had said that if there was a God, He had used her as a means of his salvation, and she wondered how much truth there was in what he had said. Even yet she did not understand her own heart; all she knew was that since she had read the letter which had destroyed her hopes, life had been a great pain. Anger, pride, disappointment, and love had each in their turn fought for the mastery, and her heart had seemed to be broken in the struggle. "No," she said, "I suppose I coul
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