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estiny could be better than mine was? Who so fortunate as myself? Who ever had such a husband? Beauty, wealth, these are small matters; but in virtues, whose husband equals mine? Mine was a splendid destiny; how has it changed thus?" "That also is destiny," said Kamal. "Then why do I suffer on this account?" "But just now you said you were happy in the sight of your husband's joyous face; yet you speak of suffering so much. Can both be true?" "Both are true. I am happy in his joy. But that he should thrust me away; that he has thrust me away, and yet is so glad--" Surja could say no more, she was choking. But Kamal, understanding the meaning of her unfinished sentence, said-- "Because of that your heart burns within you; then why do you say, 'What am I?' With half of your heart you still think of your own rights; else why, having sacrificed yourself, do you repent?" "I do not repent," replied Surja. "That I have done right I do not doubt; but in dying there is suffering. I felt that I must give way, and I did so voluntarily. Still, may I not weep over that suffering with you?" Kamal Mani drew Surja Mukhi's head on to her breast; their thoughts were not expressed by words, but they conversed in their hearts. Kamal Mani understood the wretchedness of Surja Mukhi; Surja Mukhi comprehended that Kamal appreciated her suffering. They checked their sobs and ceased to weep. Surja Mukhi, setting her own affairs on one side, spoke of others, desired that Satish Babu should be brought, and talked to him. With Kamal she spoke long of Srish Chandra and of Satish, of the education of Satish and of his marriage. Thus they talked until far in the night, when Surja Mukhi embraced Kamal with much affection, and taking Satish into her lap kissed him lovingly. When they came to part, Surja Mukhi was again drowned in tears. She blessed Satish, saying-- "I wish that thou mayst be rich in the imperishable virtues of thy mother's brother; I know no greater blessing than this." Surja Mukhi spoke in her natural, gentle voice; nevertheless Kamal was astonished at its broken accents. "_Bon!_!" she exclaimed, "what is in your mind? tell me." "Nothing," replied Surja. "Do not hide it from me," said Kamal. "I have nothing to conceal," said Surja. Pacified, Kamal went to her room. But Surja Mukhi had a purpose to conceal. This Kamal learned in the morning. At dawn she went to Surja Mukhi's room in search of her; Su
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