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't endure it any longer. I thought--oh! I _prayed_ that when it came to a choice between you and Nadine he would give way--let Nadine fend for herself. And that was why I tried to anger you against him--to drive you into forcing his hand." She paused, her breast heaving tumultuously. "But the plan failed. Max remained staunch, and only his happiness came crashing down about his ears instead. There is"--bleakly--"no saving saints and martyrs against their will." A silence fell between them, and Diana made a few wavering steps towards a chair and sat down. She felt as though her legs would no longer support her. In a mad moment, half-crazed by the new fear which the newspaper paragraph had inspired in her, she had closed the only road which might have led her back to Max. Yesterday, still unwitting of how infinitely she had wronged him, passionately, humbly ready to give him the trust he had demanded, she might have gone to him. But to-day, her knowledge of the truth had taken from her the power to make atonement, and had raised a barrier between herself and Max which nothing in the world could ever break down. She had failed her man in the hour of his need, and henceforth she must walk outcast in desert places. There were still many gaps in the story to be filled in. But one thing stood out clearly from amidst the chaos which enveloped her, and that was, that she had misjudged her husband--terribly, unforgivably misjudged him. It was loyalty, not love, that he had given Adrienne, and he had been right--a thousand times right--in refusing to reveal, even to his wife, the secret which was not his alone, and upon which hung issues of life and death and the ultimate destiny of a country--perhaps, even, of Europe itself! It was to save his country from the Prussian claw that Max had sacrificed himself with the pure fervour of a patriot, at no matter what cost! And she, Diana, by her lack of faith, her petty jealousy, had sent him from her, had seen to it that that cost included even his happiness! She had failed him every way--trailing the glory of love's golden raiment in the dust of the highway. If she had but fulfilled her womanhood, what might not her unshaken faith have meant to a man fighting a battle against such bitter odds? No matter how worn with the stress of incessant watchfulness, or wearied by the strain of constant planning and the need to forestall each move of the enemy, he would
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