in to see me this
afternoon, as she has done before, and we talked of the weather and the
run of the ship and the manners of the stewardess and other such trifles,
and then suddenly, in the midst of it, as she sat there, on no visible
pretext, she burst into tears. I asked her what ailed her and tried to
comfort her, but she didn't explain; she said it was nothing, the effect
of the sea, of the monotony, of the excitement, of leaving home. I asked
her if it had anything to do with her prospects, with her marriage;
whether she finds as this draws near that her heart isn't in it. I told
her she mustn't be nervous, that I could enter into that--in short I said
what I could. All she replied was that she _is_ nervous, very nervous,
but that it was already over; and then she jumped up and kissed me and
went away. Does she look as if she has been crying?" Mrs. Nettlepoint
wound up.

"How can I tell, when she never quits that horrid veil? It's as if she
were ashamed to show her face."

"She's keeping it for Liverpool. But I don't like such incidents," said
Mrs. Nettlepoint. "I think I ought to go above."

"And is that where you want me to help you?"

"Oh with your arm and that sort of thing, yes. But I may have to look to
you for something more. I feel as if something were going to happen."

"That's exactly what I said to Jasper this morning."

"And what did he say?"

"He only looked innocent--as if he thought I meant a fog or a storm."

"Heaven forbid--it isn't that! I shall never be good-natured again,"
Mrs. Nettlepoint went on; "never have a girl put on me that way. You
always pay for it--there are always tiresome complications. What I'm
afraid of is after we get there. She'll throw up her engagement; there
will be dreadful scenes; I shall be mixed up with them and have to look
after her and keep her with me. I shall have to stay there with her till
she can be sent back, or even take her up to London. Do you see all
that?"

I listened respectfully; after which I observed: "You're afraid of your
son."

She also had a pause. "It depends on how you mean it."

"There are things you might say to him--and with your manner; because you
have one, you know, when you choose."

"Very likely, but what's my manner to his? Besides, I _have_ said
everything to him. That is I've said the great thing--that he's making
her immensely talked about."

"And of course in answer to that he has asked you how you k