and fluttered round the
ceiling; but he did not observe it, for his work absorbed his whole soul
and mind. In this eager and passionate occupation, in which every nerve
and vein in his being seemed to bear a part, no cry for help would have
struck his ear--even a flame breaking out close to him would not have
caught his eye. His cheeks glowed, a fine dew of glistening sweat covered
his brow, and his very gaze seemed to become more and more firmly riveted
to the sculpture as it took form under his hand. Now and again he stepped
back from it, and leaned backwards from his hips, raising his hands to
the level of his temples, as if to narrow the field of vision; then he
went up to the model, and clutched the plastic mass of clay, as though it
were the flesh of his enemy.
He was now at work on the flowing hair of the figure before him, which
had already taken the outline of a female head, and he flung the bits of
clay, which he removed from the back of it, to the ground, as violently
as though he were casting them at an antagonist at his feet. Again his
finger-tips and modelling-tool were busy with the mouth, nose, cheeks,
and eyes, and his own eyes took a softer expression, which gradually grew
to be a gaze of ecstatic delight, as the features he was moulding began
to agree more and more with the image, which at this time excluded every
other from his imagination.
At last, with glowing cheeks, he had finished rounding the soft form of
the shoulders, and drew back once more to contemplate the effect of the
completed work; a cold shiver seized him, and he felt himself impelled to
lift it up, and dash it to the ground with all his force. But he soon
mastered this stormy excitement, he pushed his hand through his hair
again and again, and posted himself, with a melancholy smile and with
folded hands, in front of his creation; sunk deeper and deeper in his
contemplation of it, he did not observe that the door behind him was
opened, although the flame of his lamps flickered in the draught, and
that his mother had entered the work-room, and by no means endeavored to
approach him unheard, or to surprise him. In her anxiety for her darling,
who had gone through so many bitter experiences during the past day, she
had not been able to sleep. Polykarp's room lay above her bedroom, and
when his steps over head betrayed that, though it was now near morning,
he had not yet gone to rest, she had risen from her bed without waking
Petrus,
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