to follow the Lord strive only to be
exalted as He is; they keep well out of the way of His abasement. Thou, O
Thou Most High, art my witness that I earnestly seek it, but so soon as
the thorns tear my flesh the drops of blood turn to roses, and if I put
them aside, others come and still fling garlands in my way. I verily
believe that it is as hard here on earth to find pain without pleasure,
as pleasure without pain."
While thus he meditated his teeth chattered with cold, but suddenly his
reflections were interrupted, for the dogs set up a loud barking.
Phoebicius was knocking at the senator's door.
Paulus rose at once, and approached the gate-way. He could hear every
word that was spoken in the court-yard; the deep voice was the senator's,
the high sharp tones must be the centurion's.
Phoebicius was demanding his wife back from Petrus, as she had hidden in
his house, while Petrus positively declared that Sirona had not crossed
his threshold since the morning of the previous day.
In spite of the vehement and indignant tones in which his lodger spoke,
the senator remained perfectly calm, and presently went away to ask his
wife whether she by chance, while he was asleep, had opened the house to
the missing woman. Paulus heard the soldier's steps as he paced up and
down the court-yard, but they soon ceased, for Dame Dorothea appeared at
the door with her husband, and on her part emphatically declared that she
knew nothing of Sirona.
"Your son Polykarp then," interrupted Phoebicius, "will be better
informed of her whereabouts."
"My son has been since yesterday at Raithu on business," said Petrus
resolutely but evasively; "we expect him home to-day only."
"It would seem that he has been quick, and has returned much sooner,"
retorted Phoebicius. "Our preparations for sacrificing on the mountain
were no secret, and the absence of the master of the house is the
opportunity for thieves to break in--above all, for lovers who throw
roses into their ladies' windows. You Christians boast that you regard
the marriage tie as sacred, but it seems to me that you apply the rule
only to your fellow-believers. Your sons may make free to take their
pleasure among the wives of the heathen; it only remains to be proved
whether the heathen husbands will be trifled with or not. So far as I am
concerned, I am inclined for anything rather than jesting. I would have
you to understand that I will never let Caesar's uniform, which I
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