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ssessed of the humble relations which had subsisted between Miss Grainger and his uncle's family, had rendered him more confident in his manner, and given him even a sort of air of protection towards them. Certain it is, each day made him less and less a favourite at the villa, while Loyd, on the other hand, grew in esteem and liking with everyone of them. A preference which, with whatever tact shrouded, showed itself in various shapes. "I perceive," said Calvert one morning, as they sat at breakfast together, "my application for an extension of leave is rejected. I am ordered to hold myself in readiness to sail with drafts for some regiments in Upper India!" he paused for a few seconds, and then continued. "I'd like anyone to tell me what great difference there is in real condition between an Indian officer and a transported felon. In point of daily drudgery there is little, and as for climate the felon has the best of it." "I think you take too dreary a view of your fortune. It is not the sort of career I would choose, nor would it suit me, but if my lot had fallen that way, I suspect I'd not have found it so unendurable." "No. It would not suit you. There's no scope in a soldier's life for those little sly practices, those small artifices of tact and ingenuity, by which subtlety does its work in this world. In such a career, all this adroitness would be clean thrown away." "I hope," said Loyd, with a faint smile, "that you do not imagine that these are the gifts to achieve success in any calling." "I don't know--I am not sure, but I rather suspect they find their place at the Bar." "Take my word for it, then, you are totally mistaken. It is an error just as unworthy of your good sense as it is of your good feeling!" And he spoke with warmth and energy. "Hurrah! hurrah!" cried Calvert "For three months I have been exploring to find one spot in your whole nature that would respond fiercely to attack, and at last I have it." "You put the matter somewhat offensively to me, or I'd not have replied in this fashion--but let us change the topic, it is an unpleasant one." "I don't think so. When a man nurtures what his friend believes to be a delusion, and a dangerous delusion, what better theme can there be than its discussion?" "I'll not discuss it," said Loyd, with determination. "You'll not discuss it?" "No!" "What if I force you? What if I place the question on grounds so direct and so perso
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