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a serious quarrel, on a very serious question. I thought, of course, that all young men, at least, regard these things in the same way. Well, he did not. I have no need to say more; _he_ did not, and consequently nothing could come of it. At all events, I deemed that the man who could not face an adversary had no right to brave a rival, and so I intimated to him. For the second time he differed with me, and dared in my own presence to prosecute attentions which I had ordered him to abandon. This was bad enough, but there was worse to come, for, on my return home from this, I found a letter from him in the most abject terms; asking my pardon--for what?--for my having insulted him, and begging me, in words of shameful humility, to let him follow up his courtship, and, if he could, secure the hand of your sister, Now she might, or might not accept my offer. I am not coxcomb enough to suppose I must succeed simply because I wish success; but, putting myself completely out of the question, could I suffer a girl I deemed worthy of my love, and whom I desired to make my wife, to fall to the lot of one so base as this? I ask you, was there any other course open to me than to show her the letter? Perhaps it was rash; perhaps I ought to have shown it first of all to Miss Grainger. I can't decide this point. It is too subtle for me. I only know that what I did I should do again, no matter what the consequences might be." "And this letter, has she got it still?" asked Milly. "No, neither she nor any other will ever read it now. I have torn it to atoms. The wind has carried the last fragment at this moment over the lake." "Oh dear; what misery all this is," cried the girl in an accent of deep affliction. "If you knew how she is attached--" Then suddenly checking the harsh indiscretion of her words, she added, "I am sure you did all for the best, Mr. Calvert I must go back now. You'll come and see us, or perhaps you'll let me write to you, to-morrow." "I have to say good-bye, now," said he, sadly. "I may see you all again within a week. It may be this is a good-bye for ever." He kissed her hand as he spoke, and turned to the lake, where his boat was lying. "How amazed she'll be to hear that she saw a letter--read it--held it in her hands," muttered he, "but I'll stake my life she'll never doubt the fact when it is told to her by those who believe it." "You seem to be in rare spirits," said Barnard when Calvert returned
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