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ves down in the country, and never was in a Gazette in his life. And now for _your_ side of the medal--what is it like?" "Nothing very gorgeous or brilliant, I assure you," said Loyd, gently; for he spoke with a low quiet tone, and had a student-like submissive manner, in strong contrast to the other's easy and assured air. "With great abilities, great industry, and great connexion, the career is a splendid one, and the rewards the highest. But between such golden fortunes and mine there is a whole realm of space. However, with time and hard work, and ordinary luck, I don't despair of securing a fair livelihood." "After--say--thirty years, eh?" "Perhaps so." "By the time that I drop out of the army a retired lieutenant-colonel, with three hundred a year, you'll be in fair practice at Westminster, with, let us take it, fifteen hundred, or two thousand--perhaps five." "I shall be quite satisfied if I confirm the prediction in the middle of it." "Ah," continued the soldier. "There's only one road to success--to marry a charming girl with money. Ashley of ours, who has done the thing himself, says that you can get money--any man can, if he will; that, in fact, if you will only take a little trouble you may have all the attractions you seek for in a wife, plus fortune." "Pleasant theory, but still not unlikely to involve a self-deception, since, even without knowing it, a man may be far more interested by the pecuniary circumstance." "Don't begin with it; first fall in love--I mean to yourself, without betraying it--and then look after the settlement. If it be beneath your expectation, trip your anchor, and get out of the reach of fire." "And you may pass your best years in that unprofitable fashion, not to say what you may find yourself become in the meanwhile." The soldier looked at the other askance, and there was in his sidelong glance a sort of irony that seemed to say, "Oh! you're an enthusiast, are you?" "There you have me, Loyd," said he, hurriedly: "that is the weak point of my whole system; but remember, after all, do what one will, he can't be as fresh at five-and-thirty as five-and-twenty--he will have added ten years of distrusts, doubts, and dodges to his nature in spite of himself." "If they must come in spite of himself, there is no help for it; but let him at least not deliberately lay a plan to acquire them." "One thing is quite clear," said the other, boldly: "the change will co
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