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w a lightness and freedom, and a perfect ability to cast aside all anxieties, and turn to the business of the moment--my singing. I had never sung better. Von Francius condescended to say that I had done well. Then he rose. "Now I am going to have a private interview with Miss Hallam," said he, smiling. "I am always having private interviews with her, _nicht wahr_? Nay, Fraeulein May, do not let your eyes fill with tears. Have confidence in yourself and your destiny, as I have." With that he was gone, leaving me to practice. How very kind von Francius was to me! I thought--not in the least the kind of man people called him. I had great confidence in him--in his will. I almost believed that he would know the right thing to say to Miss Hallam to get her to let me stay; but then, suppose she were willing, I had no possible means of support. Tired of conjecturing upon a subject upon which I was so utterly in the dark, I soon ceased that foolish pursuit. An hour had passed, when I heard von Francius' step, which I knew quite well, come down the stairs. My heart beat, but I could not move. Would he pass, or would he come and speak to me? He paused. His hand was on the lock. That was he standing before me, with a slight smile. He did not look like a man defeated--but then, could he look like a man defeated? My idea of him was that he held his own way calmly, and that circumstances respectfully bowed to him. "The day is gained," said he, and paused; but before I could speak he went on: "Go to Miss Hallam; be kind to her. It is hard for her to part from you, and she has behaved like a Spartan. I felt quite sorry to have to give her so much pain." Much wondering what could have passed between them, I left von Francius silently and sought Miss Hallam. "Are you there, May?" said she. "What have you been doing all the morning?" "Practicing--and having my lesson." "Practicing--and having your lesson--exactly what I have been doing. Practicing giving up my own wishes, and taking a lesson in the act of persuasion, by being myself persuaded. Your singing-master is a wonderful man. He has made me act against my principles." "Miss Hallam--" "You were in great trouble this morning when you heard you were to leave Elberthal. I knew it instantly. However, you shall not go unless you choose. You shall stay." Wondering, I held my tongue. "Herr von Francius has showed me my duty." "Miss Hallam," said I, suddenly, "
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