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ay in order to rid himself of her? It was entirely contrary to etiquette to hurry on a visiting monarch's heels in this manner. Her pride was swallowed up in gnawing anxiety. She wrote to Eberhard Ludwig. 'Love has its rights, you cannot leave me without a word. What have I done? how have I offended you? you, for whom I would give my life! I ask nothing. If you have ceased to love me, then banish me, imprison me, all you will, but come to me once--once only. O beloved! remember the past; come to me and tell me the truth. Tell me to go, and you need never see my face again,' she wrote. No letter came in answer; only a verbal message, delivered by a sullen court lackey, that his Highness would visit her Excellency ere he rode to Berlin. Her Excellency was to expect him in the early morning, as he commenced his journey betimes, owing to the long distance. Another night of fierce unrest. Early she rose and made an elaborate toilet. She dressed in yellow, the colour he loved; her hair was freshly powdered, her face carefully painted. The dew glistened on the close-cropped grass of the gardens, the lilacs were more radiant than ever, the birds in the chestnut-trees sang their spring melody--the chant of nest-building, the mating song. Eberhard Ludwig rode up the avenue of La Favorite, and dismounted before the terrace steps. His attendant took his horse, and walked the beautiful animal up and down in the shade of the chestnut-trees. The Landhofmeisterin received Serenissimus in her yellow-hung sitting-room. He was cold and distant, and she was formal and restrained. 'I hope your Highness is in good health?' and 'your Excellency appears to be mighty well!' Then the ice broke, and she held out her arms to him. 'My beloved! my beloved! Ah! to see you again----' But he drew back. 'Madame, life is hard. We must part, you and I.' 'Oh no, no, not that! Tell me what has changed you? I have been true always,' and she clung to him. 'I must alter everything--sinon je suis perdu!' Always that phrase of his, he had called himself so often 'perdu!' 'Alter everything? Yes, yes; all you will. See, I am ready to change, to obey in all things, dismiss any person who displeases you; make some one else Landhofmeisterin, only keep me, do not banish me; you are my life, only you--you----' 'I must leave you; you have brought a curse upon the land----' 'I have brought a curse to you? If you leave me there will be a cu
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