FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202  
203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   >>   >|  
a laugh that sounded very mocking and very unworthy to her friend. "He's all that you said, and worse. But he's more than you said, and better." "I don't understand," said Mary, coldly. "He's very interesting; he's original; he's different!" "Oh, every one says that." "And he doesn't flatter me, or pretend to think much of me. If he did, I couldn't bear him. You know how I am, Molly. He keeps me interested, don't you understand, and prowling about in the great unknown where he has his weird being." Bessie put her hand to her mouth, and laughed at Mary Enderby with her slanted eyes; a sort of Parisian version of a Chinese motive in eyes. "I suppose," her friend said, sadly, "you won't tell me more than you wish." "I won't tell you more than I know--though I'd like to," said Bessie. She gave Mary a sudden hug. "You dear! There isn't anything of it, if that's what you mean." "But isn't there danger that there will be, Bessie?" her friend entreated. "Danger? I shouldn't call it danger, exactly!" "But if you don't respect him, Bessie--" "Why, how can I? He doesn't respect me!" "I know you're teasing, now," said Mary Enderby, getting up, "and you're quite right. I have no business to--" Bessie pulled her down upon the seat again. "Yes, you have! Don't I tell you, over and over? He doesn't respect me, because I don't know how to make him, and he wouldn't like it if I did. But now I'll try to make you understand. I don't believe I care for him the least; but mind, I'm not certain, for I've never cared for any one, and I don't know what it's like. You know I'm not sentimental; I think sentiment's funny; and I'm not dignified--" "You're divine," murmured Mary Enderby, with reproachful adoration. "Yes, but you see how my divinity could be improved," said Bessie, with a wild laugh. "I'm not sentimental, but I'm emotional, and he gives me emotions. He's a riddle, and I'm all the time guessing at him. You get the answer to the kind of men we know easily; and it's very nice, but it doesn't amuse you so much as trying. Now, Mr. Durgin--what a name! I can see it makes you creep--is no more like one of us than a--bear is--and his attitude toward us is that of a bear who's gone so much with human beings that he thinks he's a human being. He's delightful, that way. And, do you know, he's intellectual! He actually brings me books, and wants to read passages to me out of them! He has brought me the plans of
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202  
203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Bessie

 

respect

 

Enderby

 

understand

 

friend

 

sentimental

 
danger
 

emotional

 

improved

 

divinity


emotions
 

answer

 

guessing

 

riddle

 

adoration

 

coldly

 

murmured

 

reproachful

 
divine
 

dignified


sentiment

 
thinks
 

delightful

 

beings

 

brought

 
intellectual
 

passages

 
brings
 

attitude

 

unworthy


interesting

 

easily

 

mocking

 

sounded

 

Durgin

 

sudden

 

interested

 
couldn
 

prowling

 

unknown


laughed
 
slanted
 

suppose

 
motive
 
Chinese
 
Parisian
 

version

 

pulled

 

original

 

wouldn