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wily interpretation he could give to the Word of God, which he did not employ to convert me to his wishes. Here is an example of his logic:-- "'Fair daughter,' said he to me one day, 'knowest thou who God truly is?' "'He is the Creator of the Universe,' I answered drily. "'No,--no,--no,--no! that is not enough,' he replied, laughing at my ignorance. 'God is love, but love in the abstract, which receives its incarnation in the mutual affection of two hearts which idolize each other. You, then, must not only love God in His abstract existance, but must also love Him in His incarnation, that is, in the exclusive love of a man who adores you. _Quod Deus est amor, nec colitur, nisi amando._' "'Then,' I replied, 'a woman who adores her own lover would adore Divinity itself?' "'Assuredly,' reiterated the priest over and over again, taking courage from my remark, and chuckling at what seemed to him to be the effect of his catechism. "'In that case,' said I hastily, 'I should select for my lover rather a man of the world than a priest.' "'God preserve you, my daughter! God preserve you from that sin!' added my interlocutor, apparently frightened. 'To love a man of the world, a sinner, a wretch, an unbeliever, an infidel! Why, you would go immediately to hell. The love of a priest is a sacred love, while that of a profane man is infamy; the faith of a priest emanates from that granted to the holy Church, while that of the profane is false,--false as the vanity of the world. The priest purifies his affections daily in communion with the Holy Spirit: the man of the world (if he ever knows love at all) sweeps the muddy crossings of the street with it day and night. "'But it is the heart, as well as the conscience, which prompts me to fly from the priests,' I replied. "'Well, if you cannot love me because I am your confessor, I will find means to assist you to get rid of your scruples. We will place the name of Jesus Christ before all our affectionate demonstration, and thus our love will be a grateful offering to the Lord, and will ascend fragrant with perfume to Heaven, like the smoke of the incense of the sanctuary. Say to me, for example, "I love you in Jesus Christ; last night I dreamed of you in Jesus Christ;" and you will have a tranquil conscience, because in doing this you will sanctify every transport of your love.' "Several circumstances not indicated here, by the way, compelled me to come in frequent
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