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My dear Eliot, It _is_ serious. Dr. Ransome and Dr. Harper say so. They think now it's acute gastritis. I wish you'd come down. Jerrold is heart-breaking. He won't see it; because he couldn't bear it if he did. I know Auntie wants you. Always very affectionately yours, Anne. She addressed the letter to Dr. Eliot Fielding, for Eliot had taken his degree. And on that to-morrow of Jerrold's Eliot had come. Jerrold told him he was a perfect idiot, rushing down like that, as if Daddy hadn't an hour to live. "You'll simply terrify him," he said. "He hasn't got a chance with all you people grousing and croaking round him." And he went off to play in the lawn tennis tournament at Medlicote as a protest against the general pessimism. His idea seemed to be that if he, Jerrold, could play in a lawn tennis tournament, his father couldn't be seriously ill. "It's perfectly awful of Jerrold," his mother said. "I can't make him out. He adores his father, yet he behaves as if he hadn't any feeling." She and Anne were sitting in the lounge after luncheon, waiting for Eliot to come from his father's room. "Didn't you _tell_ him, Anne?" "I did everything I know.... But darling, he isn't unfeeling. He does it because he can't bear to think Uncle Robert won't get better. He's trying to make himself believe he will. I think he does believe it. But if he stayed away from the tournament that would mean he didn't." "If only _I_ could. But I must. I _must_ believe it if I'm not to go mad. I don't know what I shall do if he doesn't get better. I can't live without him. It's been so perfect, Anne. It can't come to an end like this. It can't happen. It would be too cruel." "It would," Anne said. But she thought: "It just will happen. It's happening now." "Here's Eliot," she said. Eliot came down the stairs. Adeline went to him. "Oh Eliot, what do you think of him?" Eliot put her off. "I can't tell you yet." "You think he's very bad?" "Very." "But you don't think there isn't any hope?" "I can't tell yet. There may be. He wants you to go to him. Don't talk much to him. Don't let him talk. And don't, whatever you do, let him move an inch." Adeline went upstairs. Anne and Eliot were alone. "You _can_ tell," she said. "You don't think there's any hope." "I don't. There's something quite horribly wrong. His temperature's a hundred and three." "Is that bad?" "Very."
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