r, but meeting his look, the prim words of
conventional excuse halted. A little smile curled the end of her lips
and she added, "Since she went out purposely to escape you, it is
not likely."
"Your mother went out to escape me?" in surprise.
"In your capacity of doctor only. You see," with a certain childish
naivete, "she hasn't seen you yet. And mother dislikes doctors very
much. Oh!" with a hot blush, "you will think we are a queer family,
all of us!"
"It is not at all queer to dislike doctors," he answered her cheerfully.
"I dislike them myself. At the very best they are necessary evils."
"Indeed no! And when one is ill it seems so foolish--"
"Is Mrs. Coombe ill?"
"I don't know. I think so. She has headaches. She is not at all like
herself. I hoped so much that you would meet her this afternoon, and
then she--she went out!"
"And this is really what is troubling you, and not Aunt Amy?"
"Yes. You see, Aunt Amy has been quite all right until the last two
days. But mother--that has been troubling us a long time."
"How long?"
"Almost since father died--a year ago."
"But--don't you think that if Mrs. Coombe were really ill her prejudice
would disappear? People do not suffer from choice, usually."
"No. That is just what puzzles me!" She did indeed look puzzled, very
puzzled and very young.
"If I could help you in any way?" suggested Callandar. "You may be
worrying quite needlessly."
"Do people ever consult you about their mothers behind their mother's
back?"
"Often. Why not?"
"Only that it doesn't seem natural. Grown-up people--"
"Are often just as foolish as anybody else!"
"Besides, I doubt if I can make you understand." Now that the ice was
broken Esther's voice was eager. "I know very little of the real trouble
myself. It seems to be just a general state of health. But it varies so.
Sometimes she seems quite well, bright, cheerful, ready for anything!
Then again she is depressed, nervous, irritable. She has desperate
headaches which come on at intervals. They are nervous headaches, she
says, and are so bad that she shuts herself up in her room and will not
let any of us in. She will not eat. I--I don't know very much about
it, you see."
"You know a little more than that, I think, perhaps when you know me
better?--It is, after all, a matter of trusting one's doctor."
"I do trust you. But feelings are so difficult to put into words. And
the greatest dread I have about mother's
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