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eemed to fling at the blank face of the old mirror. It was his act of defiance, but through his exultation he caught the whisper--it might again have been conveyed to him through the shrill shivering notes of the "Valse Triste"--"Tell her--tell her--now. Trust her. Dear son, trust Me . . . it must be so in the end." "Now," he heard her say, "I can stand it all." "When you came into this room weeks ago," she went on, "I loved you; from the very first instant. Now I do not mind what any one can do." "I too loved you from the first instant." "You were so grave. I tried at first not to think of you as a person at all because I thought that it was safer, and then gradually, although I fought against you, I could not keep you out. You drove your way in. You understood so wonderfully the things that I wanted you to understand. Then Rupert and mother drove me to want you more and more. I thought that you liked me, but I didn't know. . . ." Then with a little shiver she clung to him, pressing close to him. "Oh! hold me, hold me safe." The room was now gathering to itself that dusk that gave it its strangest air. The fire had fallen low and only shone now in the recesses of the high fireplace with a dull glimmer. Amongst the shadows it seemed that the Presence was gravely waiting. As Olva held Margaret in his arms he felt that he was fighting to keep her. In the dark hollow of the mirror he thought that he saw the long white road, the mists, the little wood and some one running. . . . It seemed to him that Margaret was not there, that the room was dark and very heavy, that some bell was ringing in his ear. . . . Then about him a thousand voices were murmuring: "Tell her--tell her--tell her the truth." With a last effort he tried to cry "I will not tell her." His lips broke on her name "Margaret." Then, with a little sigh, tumbling forward, he fainted. CHAPTER XIII MRS. CRAVEN 1 Afterwards, lying in his easy chair before his fire, he was allowed a brief and beautiful respite. It was almost as though he were already dead--as though, consciously, he might lie there, apart from the world, freed from the eternal pursuit, at last unharassed, and hold, with both hands, that glorious certainty--Margaret. He had a picture of her now. He was lying where he had tumbled, there on the floor with the silver trays and boxes, the odd tables, the gimcrack chairs all about him. Slowly he had opened his eyes an
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