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dn't see straight. One moment I hated you, then I admired you, and the oddest thing of all was that I didn't think about the actual thing--your having killed Carfax--at all; everything else was so much more important. I just wanted to be sure that you'd done it and then--for you to go away and never see any of us again." Olva smiled. "Yes," he said. "But it wasn't until the 5th of November--the 'rag' night--that I was quite sure. I knew then, when I saw you hitting that fellow, that you'd killed Carfax. But, of course, that wasn't proof. Then I noticed Bunning. I saw that he was always with you, and of course it was an odd sort of friendship for you to have; I could see, too, that he'd got something on his mind. I went for him--it was all easy enough--and at last he broke down. Then I'd got you----" "You've got me," said Olva. Rupert looked him, slowly, in the face. "You're wonderful!" Then he added, almost wistfully, "If Margaret hadn't loved you it wouldn't really any of it have mattered. I suppose that's very immoral, but that's what it comes to. Margaret's everything in the world to me and you must tell her." "Of course I will tell her," Olva said. "That's what I ought to have done from the beginning. That's what I was _meant_ to do. But I had to be driven to it. What will you do, Craven, if it doesn't matter to her--if she doesn't care whether I killed Carfax or no?" "At least you'll have told her," the boy replied firmly. "At least she'll know. Then it's for her to decide. She'll do the right thing," he ended proudly. "And what do you think that is?" Olva asked him. "I don't know," he answered. "This seems to have altered everything. I ought now to be hating you--I don't. I ought to shudder at the sight of you--I don't. The Carfax business seems to have slipped right back, to be ages ago, not to matter. All I suppose I wanted was to be reassured about you--if Margaret loved you. And now I _am_ reassured. I believe you know what to do." "Yes, I know what to do," said Olva. "I'm going away to-morrow for a long time. I shall always love Margaret--there can never be any one else--but I shall not marry her unless I can come back cleared." "And who--what--can clear you?" "Ah! who knows! There'll be something for me to do, I expect. . . . I will see Margaret to-morrow--and say good-bye." Craven's face was white, the eyelids had almost closed, his head hung forward as though it were too heavy
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