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would stroke her soft hair, or stretch out his hand to touch her dress as she passed him. Always when she glanced up at him the same sweet, compassionate smile glowed on her face. When she left the house, he followed. When she bent over the ash-strewn fireplace, or washed the few plain dishes, he sought to share her employment; and, when gently, lovingly repulsed, sat dully, with his yearning eyes riveted upon her. Rosendo saw him, and forgot his own sorrow in pity for the suffering priest. The preparations carried the toilers far into the night. But at length the last bundle was strapped to its _siete_, the last plan discussed and agreed upon, and the two Americans had thrown themselves upon their cots for a brief rest before dawn. Rosendo took Jose aside, while Dona Maria and Carmen sought their beds. "Fernando sends Juan to Bodega Central at daybreak," the old man said. "All has been kept secret. No one suspects our plans. Maria remains here with you until I return. Then we may go to the _hacienda_ of Don Nicolas, on the Boque. I shall tell him to have it in readiness on my return. I shall probably not get back to Simiti for two months. If, as you say, you still think best not to go with the Americans and the girl, what will you do here? The people are much divided. Some say they intend to ask the Bishop to remove you. _Bien_, will you not decide to go?" Jose could not make audible reply. He shook his head, and waved Rosendo away. Then, taking a chair, he went into the sleeping room and sat down at the bedside of the slumbering girl. Reaching over, he took her hand. What was it that she had said to him that day, long gone, when Diego claimed her as his child? Ah, yes: "Don't feel badly, Padre dear. His thoughts have only the minus sign--and that means nothing, you know." And later, many weeks later: "Padre, you can not think wrong and right thoughts together, you know. You can not be happy and unhappy at the same time. You can not be sick and well together." In other words, the wise little maid was trying to show him that Paul spoke directly to such as he when he wrote: Know ye not, that to whom ye yield yourselves servants to obey, his servants ye are--? "You can not have both good and evil, Padre," she had so often insisted. "You must want good--want it more than anything else. And then you must prepare for it by thinking right thoughts and unthinking wrong ones. And as you prepare for good, you
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