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way the Captain invited him back. "If you like to come, that is," he said brusquely, "and always as the man, not the priest, remember. I don't want you by and by to be slyly slipping in the thin end of any professional wedges. You'll waste your time if you do. Come as man to man and you'll be welcome, for I like you--and it's few men I like. But don't try to talk religion to me." "I never talk religion," said Alan emphatically. "I try to live it. I'll not come to your house as a self-appointed missionary, sir, but I shall certainly act and speak at all times as my conscience and my reverence for my vocation demands. If I respect your beliefs, whatever they may be, I shall expect you to respect mine, Captain Oliver." "Oh, I won't insult your God," said the Captain with a faint sneer. Alan went home in a tumult of contending feelings. He did not altogether like Captain Anthony--that was very clear to him, and yet there was something about the man that attracted him. Intellectually he was a worthy foeman, and Alan had often longed for such since coming to Rexton. He missed the keen, stimulating debates of his college days and, now there seemed a chance of renewing them, he was eager to grasp it. And Lynde--how beautiful she was! What though she shared--as was not unlikely--in her father's lack of belief? She could not be essentially irreligious--that were impossible in a true woman. Might not this be his opportunity to help her--to lead her into dearer light? Alan Douglas was a sincere man, with himself as well as with others, yet there are some motives that lie, in their first inception, too deep even for the probe of self-analysis. He had not as yet the faintest suspicion as to the real source of his interest in Lynde Oliver--in his sudden forceful desire to be of use and service to her--to rescue her from spiritual peril as he had that day rescued her from bodily danger. She must have a lonely, unsatisfying life, he thought. It is my duty to help her if I can. It did not then occur to him that duty in this instance wore a much more pleasing aspect than it had sometimes worn in his experience. * * * * * Alan did not mean to be oversoon in going back to Four Winds, but three days later a book came to him which Captain Anthony had expressed a wish to see. It furnished an excuse for an earlier call. After that he went often. He always found the Captain courteous and affable, o
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