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d to-day. So begin your confession, my friend! To-day, at least, you are secure from any moralizing on my part." Mohr having seated himself in a chair beside the open window, had begun to twist a cigarette, the materials for which he took from a tin box. "There is absolutely nothing new to tell," he replied with great apparent indifference. "The old apothegm that no one can add one inch to his stature, has been once more ratified, that's all. I left Berlin, as you will remember, because I thought that the noise and bustle alone prevented me from becoming a great man. 'Talent developes in a quiet life.' Well, I've lived quietly enough with my old mother, but nothing has developed. So, thinks I to myself, as no talent developes let us try character--'character is formed in the current of the world'--and so back I have come again, and have already selected a character to which I intend to adapt myself. A match, Edwin!" He puffed huge clouds of very strong Turkish tobacco out of the window. "So nothing came of the editing of the newspaper, from which you expected so much?" "It was a miserable sheet, children, a commonplace, provincial, gossiping little paper, in which appeared, twice a week, bad novels, stolen from various quarters, or 'original contributions' by the buergermeister's daughter or chief customhouse officer's son, and lastly charades and rebuses. However, all the citizens swore by it, and not a syllable was lost. The right kind of fellow might have made something of it, or at least in time have smuggled in something better, and, in so doing, might himself have found room to grow. But there is the point. After first turning up my nose at this narrowmindedness, I at last discovered that I really could not do much better myself. You know I always believed that if I could once form a correct appreciation of my own powers, a thing not to be accomplished in the intellectual ant-hill of Berlin, the world would be astonished. Well, I have really arrived at this just appreciation, and for a long time have been unable to endure myself! God be thanked, that my good taste yet remains to save me from that." "Still the same old Mohr, whose favorite pastime it is to blacken his character instead of washing himself white." "Let me go on, and don't suppose that I am making myself out bad in order that you may praise me the more. Besides, I don't _wish_ to make myself out 'bad'; I am really quite a passable fello
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