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required him. What a humiliating victory! He loved her best, she thought; and yet--dared she to murmur such treacherous criticism ever so softly?--what was the man worth whom a woman inferior to herself did not value? The sentiment which lurks more or less in all animate nature--that of not desiring the undesired of others--was lively as a passion in the super-subtle, epicurean heart of Eustacia. Her social superiority over him, which hitherto had scarcely ever impressed her, became unpleasantly insistent, and for the first time she felt that she had stooped in loving him. "Well, darling, you agree?" said Wildeve. "If it could be London, or even Budmouth, instead of America," she murmured languidly. "Well, I will think. It is too great a thing for me to decide offhand. I wish I hated the heath less--or loved you more." "You can be painfully frank. You loved me a month ago warmly enough to go anywhere with me." "And you loved Thomasin." "Yes, perhaps that was where the reason lay," he returned, with almost a sneer. "I don't hate her now." "Exactly. The only thing is that you can no longer get her." "Come--no taunts, Eustacia, or we shall quarrel. If you don't agree to go with me, and agree shortly, I shall go by myself." "Or try Thomasin again. Damon, how strange it seems that you could have married her or me indifferently, and only have come to me because I am--cheapest! Yes, yes--it is true. There was a time when I should have exclaimed against a man of that sort, and been quite wild; but it is all past now." "Will you go, dearest? Come secretly with me to Bristol, marry me, and turn our backs upon this dog-hole of England for ever? Say Yes." "I want to get away from here at almost any cost," she said with weariness, "but I don't like to go with you. Give me more time to decide." "I have already," said Wildeve. "Well, I give you one more week." "A little longer, so that I may tell you decisively. I have to consider so many things. Fancy Thomasin being anxious to get rid of you! I cannot forget it." "Never mind that. Say Monday week. I will be here precisely at this time." "Let it be at Rainbarrow," said she. "This is too near home; my grandfather may be walking out." "Thank you, dear. On Monday week at this time I will be at the Barrow. Till then good-bye." "Good-bye. No, no, you must not touch me now. Shaking hands is enough till I have made up my mind." Eustacia watched his s
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