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it comes to a big test.' 'Oh! I grant you. Yes; I know that's what you're thinking. I wasn't true to myself in the big test.... But YOU were to blame for my having been false to the higher ideal.' 'I! Oh--what makes you--' But she thought better of the impetuous questions that trembled on her lips, and went on in a different tone. 'What does that matter! I'm not saying anything about high ideals. What is high? .... What is low? .... You've just got to invoke truth and freedom--as far as your conception of them goes.... And there's a reason for Colin's hatred of the Blacks.' 'Ah! Is it permitted to ask the reason?' 'His family were all massacred by the natives--father, mother, sisters--all. Well, one admires a man steadfast in revenge--going straight for what he wants--and getting it--doing it--in love or in hate. Now I have answered your question.' The gesture of her head seemed a defiance. She dropped the sugar into his tea, and he took the cup from her hands, and slowly drank it without saying a word. It was she who broke the silence. 'You provoke me. You make me say things I don't want to say. You always did.' 'Ah! Then marriage has not changed you so immensely, after all!' She bit her lip and rose abruptly. 'Do you want any more tea? No. Then come to the veranda and tell me how it is that Luke Tallant has allowed you to exchange Government House for the Never-Never?' He had followed her through the French window. 'I see you haven't heard the bad news.' 'No--what? We only get a mail once a week.' 'I thought McKeith would have broken the shock. He came on, he said, to do so. Poor Lady Tallant.' 'Rosamond! The operation?' 'She died under the anaesthetic. Sir Luke got the news by cable the day before I left Leichardt's Town. He wired at once for leave and has started for England by this time.' 'Oh? poor Rosamond! Poor, poor Rosamond!' 'Is she to be so greatly pitied! She has been saved much suffering!' Then as Bridget went on murmuring, 'Oh, poor Rosamond, she did love life,' he added gently. 'Life can be very cruel.... I myself have had cause for gratitude to Death, the great Simplifier. If my wife had lived she must have been a hopeless invalid doomed to continual pain.' Lady Bridget gave him a swift look of reproach. 'Oh, do you expect me to congratulate you?' she exclaimed bitterly. 'Yes,' she went on, 'perhaps, to HER Death was merciful--but not to Rosamond. And L
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