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voice dropped to the tender persuasive note which had always affected her like a spell. 'My dear--my very dearest.... We made a great mistake once. Let us forget that. Death has opened the gate of freedom--for me, at least--and I can only feel remorseful thankfulness. We have again a chance of happiness. We will not throw it away a second time.' 'You seem to forget that if you are free I am married.' 'What a marriage? Call it a mad adventure.' 'That may be,' she said bitterly. 'But it doesn't alter the fact that I did care very much for my husband.' She brought out the last words with difficulty. 'DID care. You put it in the past tense. You don't care for him any longer. It would be astonishing if you did. One has only to see you together.... Oh, Biddy, it was so like you to rush off to the other side of the world, and ruin your life for the sake of some strange impracticable idea! I can follow it all....' 'You are mistaken,' she put in. 'I think not. You married in a fit of revulsion against the conditions in which you were living--the hollow shams of an effete civilisation--that's the correct phrase, isn't it? And--well, perhaps there was another reason for the revulsion.... And you thought you had found the remedy for it all. Oh! I admit that he is very good looking, and, of course, he worshipped you--until he had you secure, and then he reverted to the ways of his kind. "Nature's gentlemen" usually do....' 'Be silent, Will,' she exclaimed vehemently. 'You don't understand.' 'My dear, your very anger tells me that I do understand. Why! naturally your imagination was set on fire. The Bush was painted to you in its most glowing colours. No doubt, as you said, it's a Garden of Eden in good seasons. Wonderful vegetation, glorious liberty--no galling conventions--vast spaces--romance--and the will o' the wisp wealth of the Wild. Confess now ... are not my guesses correct?' 'Yes--partly.' She spoke with reluctance. 'But I remember that YOU used to talk to me about the joys of the Wild,' she added with sharp irony. 'Oh, yes, I know it all. I've been there myself. And it's only when El Dorado proves a delusion that one begins to hanker--I did before I met you--for the advantages of civilised existence.' 'Well, you have secured those. Why not go and enjoy them as I'm asking you to do.' 'They have no value for me, unless I may share them with you. Bridget, I can give you everything now that you onc
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