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ds among the Bible students. It separated me from my professors, my pastor. It has alienated my father and mother. I did not know how you would regard it." "Have I not known it all the time? Has it made any difference?" "Ah! but that might be only your toleration! Meantime it has become a question with me how far your toleration will go--what is back of your toleration! We tolerate so much in people who are merely acquaintances--people that we do not care particularly for and that we are never to have anything to do with in life. But if the tie begins to be closer, then the things we tolerated at a distance--what becomes of them then?" He was looking at her steadily, and she dropped her eyes. This was another one of the Prodigal's assumptions--but never before put so pointedly. "So I have feared that when I myself told you what I believe and what I do not believe, it might be the end of me. And when you learned my feelings toward what YOU believe--that might be more troublesome still. But the time has come when I must know." He turned his face away from her, and rising, walked several times across the room. At last also the moment had arrived for which she had been waiting. Freely as they had spoken to each other of their pasts--she giving him glimpses of the world in which she had been reared, he taking her into his world which was equally unfamiliar--on this subject silence between them had never been broken. She had often sought to pass the guard he placed around this tragical episode but had always been turned away. The only original ground of her interest in him, therefore, still remained a background, obscure and unexplored. She regretted this for many reasons. Her belief was that he was merely passing through a phase of religious life not uncommon with those who were born to go far in mental travels before they settled in their Holy Land. She believed it would be over the sooner if he had the chance to live it out in discussion; and she herself offered the only possibility of this. Gabriella was in a position to know by experience what it means in hours of trouble to need the relief of companionship. Ideas, she had learned, long shut up in the mind tend to germinate and take root. There had been discords which had ceased sounding in her own ear as soon as they were poured into another. "I have always hoped," she repeated, as he seated himself, "that you would talk with me about these things." And
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