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toil alone, but of youth still growing to manhood, of absolute health. Whether he felt any mortification at his mother's indifference is doubtful. Assuredly life-long experience had taught him that nothing better was to be expected from her. How far he had unconsciously grown callous to things as they were at home, there is no telling. Ordinarily we become in such matters what we must; but it is likewise true that the first and last proof of high personal superiority is the native, irrepressible power of the mind to create standards which rise above all experience and surroundings; to carry everywhere with itself, whether it will or not, a blazing, scorching censorship of the facts that offend it. Regarding the household management of his mother, David at least never murmured; what he secretly felt he alone knew, perhaps not even he, since he was no self-examiner. As to those shortcomings of hers which he could not fail to see, for them he unconsciously showed tenderest compassion. She had indulged so long her sloth even in the operation of thinking, that few ideas now rose from the inner void to disturb the apathetic surface; and she did not hesitate to recur to any one of these any number of times in a conversation with the same person. "What makes you so late?" "I wanted to finish a shock. Then there was the feeding, and the wood to cut. And I had to warm my room up a little before I could wash." "Is it going to snow?" "It's hard to say. The weather looks very unsettled and threatening. That's one reason why I wanted to finish my shock." There was silence for a while. David was too ravenous to talk; and his mother's habit was to utter one sentence at a time. "I got three fresh eggs to-day; one had dropped from the roost and frozen; it was cracked, but it will do for the coffee in the morning." "Winter must be nearly over if the hens are beginning to lay: THEY know. They must have some fresh nests." "The cook wants to kill one of the old ones for soup to-morrow." "What an evil-minded cook!" It was with his mother only that David showed the new cheerfulness that had begun to manifest itself in him since his return from college. She, however, did not understand the reasons of this and viewed it unfavorably. "We opened a hole in the last hill of turnips to-day." She spoke with uneasiness. "There'll be enough to last, I reckon, mother." "You needn't pack any more chips to the smoke-house:
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