FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65  
66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   >>   >|  
ou must make good friends," she said. "Isn't young Lord Breeze at your college? His mother the other day told me he was. And Sir Freddy Quenton's boy. And there are both the young Baptons at Cambridge." He knew one of the Baptons. "Poff," she said suddenly, "has it ever occurred to you what you are going to do afterwards. Do you know you are going to be quite well off?" Benham looked up with a faint embarrassment. "My father said something. He was rather vague. It wasn't his affair--that kind of thing." "You will be quite well off," she repeated, without any complicating particulars. "You will be so well off that it will be possible for you to do anything almost that you like in the world. Nothing will tie you. Nothing...." "But--HOW well off?" "You will have several thousands a year." "Thousands?" "Yes. Why not?" "But--Mother, this is rather astounding.... Does this mean there are estates somewhere, responsibilities?" "It is just money. Investments." "You know, I've imagined--. I've thought always I should have to DO something." "You MUST do something, Poff. But it needn't be for a living. The world is yours without that. And so you see you've got to make plans. You've got to know the sort of people who'll have things in their hands. You've got to keep out of--holes and corners. You've got to think of Parliament and abroad. There's the army, there's diplomacy. There's the Empire. You can be a Cecil Rhodes if you like. You can be a Winston...." 5 Perhaps it was only the innate eagerness of Lady Marayne which made her feel disappointed in her son's outlook upon life. He did not choose among his glittering possibilities, he did not say what he was going to be, proconsul, ambassador, statesman, for days. And he talked VAGUELY of wanting to do something fine, but all in a fog. A boy of nearly nineteen ought to have at least the beginnings of SAVOIR FAIRE. Was he in the right set? Was he indeed in the right college? Trinity, by his account, seemed a huge featureless place--and might he not conceivably be LOST in it? In those big crowds one had to insist upon oneself. Poff never insisted upon himself--except quite at the wrong moment. And there was this Billy Prothero. BILLY! Like a goat or something. People called William don't get their Christian name insisted upon unless they are vulnerable somewhere. Any form of William stamps a weakness, Willie, Willy, Will, Billy, Bill; it's a fea
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65  
66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Nothing
 
insisted
 
Baptons
 

college

 
William
 

beginnings

 

Perhaps

 

nineteen

 
ambassador
 

choose


Marayne

 
eagerness
 

outlook

 

glittering

 

possibilities

 

talked

 

VAGUELY

 

wanting

 
statesman
 

innate


proconsul

 

disappointed

 

called

 

Christian

 
People
 

Prothero

 
Willie
 

weakness

 

vulnerable

 

stamps


moment

 

featureless

 
account
 

Trinity

 

conceivably

 

oneself

 

insist

 

Winston

 

crowds

 

SAVOIR


embarrassment

 

father

 

Benham

 

looked

 

particulars

 

complicating

 

affair

 

repeated

 

occurred

 

Breeze