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and some degree of composure. Already the rapid walking had somewhat mitigated my excitement; and with a firm and steady tread I paced the garden-walk. In passing the inhabited wing of the building, I caught a sight of Mrs. Graham, through the open window, slowly pacing up and down her lonely room. She seemed agitated and even dismayed at my arrival, as if she thought I too was coming to accuse her. I had entered her presence intending to condole with her upon the wickedness of the world, and help her to abuse the vicar and his vile informants, but now I felt positively ashamed to mention the subject, and determined not to refer to it, unless she led the way. 'I am come at an unseasonable hour,' said I, assuming a cheerfulness I did not feel, in order to reassure her; 'but I won't stay many minutes.' She smiled upon me, faintly it is true, but most kindly--I had almost said thankfully, as her apprehensions were removed. 'How dismal you are, Helen! Why have you no fire?' I said, looking round on the gloomy apartment. 'It is summer yet,' she replied. 'But we always have a fire in the evenings, if we can bear it; and you especially require one in this cold house and dreary room.' 'You should have come a little sooner, and I would have had one lighted for you: but it is not worth while now--you won't stay many minutes, you say, and Arthur is gone to bed.' 'But I have a fancy for a fire, nevertheless. Will you order one, if I ring?' 'Why, Gilbert, you don't look cold!' said she, smilingly regarding my face, which no doubt seemed warm enough. 'No,' replied I, 'but I want to see you comfortable before I go.' 'Me comfortable!' repeated she, with a bitter laugh, as if there were something amusingly absurd in the idea. 'It suits me better as it is,' she added, in a tone of mournful resignation. But determined to have my own way, I pulled the bell. 'There now, Helen!' I said, as the approaching steps of Rachel were heard in answer to the summons. There was nothing for it but to turn round and desire the maid to light the fire. I owe Rachel a grudge to this day for the look she cast upon me ere she departed on her mission, the sour, suspicious, inquisitorial look that plainly demanded, 'What are you here for, I wonder?' Her mistress did not fail to notice it, and a shade of uneasiness darkened her brow. 'You must not stay long, Gilbert,' said she, when the door was closed upon us. 'I'm
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