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cisively, "you must have injured some one by your thought, your intention. Whom did you injure?" Jeffrey Whiting leaped at the train of thought, to follow it out from the maze which his mind had been treading. Here was the answer. This would clear the way. Whom had he injured? Well, _whom_ had he injured? _Who_ had been hurt by his thought, his wish, to kill a man? Had it hurt the man, Samuel Rogers? No. He was none the worse of it. Had it hurt Rafe Gadbeau? No. He did not enter into this at all. Had it hurt Jeffrey Whiting, himself? Not till yesterday; and not in the way meant. Whom, then? And if it had hurt nobody, then--then why all this--? Jeffrey Whiting rose from his chair as though to go. He did not look at the Bishop. He stood with his eyes fixed unseeing upon the floor, asking: Whom? Suddenly, from within, just barely audible through his lips there came the answer; a single word: "_God!_" "Your business is with Him, then," said the Bishop, rising with what almost seemed brusqueness. "You wanted to see Him." "But--but," Jeffrey Whiting hesitated to argue, "men come to you, to confess. Rafe Gadbeau--!" "No," said the Bishop quickly, "you are wrong. Men come to me to _confession_. They come to _confess_ to God." He took the young man's hand, saying: "I will not say another word. You have found your own answer. You would not understand better if I talked forever. Find God, and tell Him, what you have told me." In the night Jeffrey Whiting rode back up the long way to the hills and home. He was still bewildered, disappointed, and a little resentful of the Bishop's brief manners with him. He had gone looking for sympathy, understanding, help. And he had been told to find God. Find God? How did men go about to find God? Wasn't all the world continually on the lookout for God, and who ever found Him? Did the preachers find Him? Did the priests find Him? And if they did, what did they say to Him? Did people who were sick, and people who said God had answered their prayers and punished their enemies for them; did they find God? Did they find Him when they prayed? Did they find Him when they were in trouble? What did the Bishop mean? Find God? He must have meant something? How did the Bishop himself find God? Was there some word, some key, some hidden portal by which men found God? Was God to be found here on the hills, in the night, in the open? God! God! his soul cried incoheren
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